CTB Tomorrow! Love you all!

[JussinLOV]

Hey everyone!

First I would like to thank this website for being here so I can tell someone (or at least the void) that tomorrow night I'm going to go by partial suspension (and if that doesn't work, by train). I already know that my roommate will be out and I know that she'll read the note I'll leave on the locked door because I think she knows that this was always going to happen.
Ever since I was 10 I wanted to kill myself, but someone has always stopped me and now that I'm away from home I can finally sit and enjoy the rest of my young adult life at peace.

I kinda feel bad though, because today a close family member of mine is getting married, so later on tonight the whole family is getting together to celebrate, so I can give everyone I love a hug before I go.

It's so weird, to feel so sad about leaving behind my parents, but it's worse living a life you never wanted in the first place.

Right now though? Gotta finish writing my suicide note for tomorrow B)

 

[notahappygirl]

Hope you find peace and everything go as planned

 

[day]

Safe travels OP. I hope you find peace.

 

[Elle]

Safe travels, hope you find peace you deserve, *hugs-*

 

[synthcadia]

be safe op.

 

[Cherry_BB]

safe travels, hope everything goes well

 

[h4yate]

stay safe, hope it goes well and wishing the best luck to you.

 

[amberfreemanstan]

safe travels ml, hope everything goes well for you i hope you find peace

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

You're one brave soul. Safe travels. Godspeed. Hope you'll find what you're looking for.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes in finding the rest you seek. Sleep well and in peace, tired traveller.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[faceplaant]

good luck

 

[mb0099]

I hope you find the peace so many of us are searching for

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you find peace, I'll cya soon

 

[lazyegg]

hope i can see you soon :,(

 

[HighFlight]

You sound pretty young in your posting and I am always saddened by a life lost too soon. If you want to talk, I'm willing to listen. It's not too late.

However, if your path is already determined, I wish you nothing but a smooth, pain-free journey and the peace that you deserve. Good luck.

 

[sayire]

do not like it! well you have your reasons.
I wish you success with partial, I really wish you dont have to go by train.
safe and peaceful travels

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[アホペンギン]

Safe travels, i hope you find the peace you were searching for.

 

[BlackSpotOnTheSun]

I hope you find peace. Safe travels.

 

[itsjustit]

Safe Travels OP, god speed. Hope you find peace

 

[Sichi]

You sound so young and it breaks my heart. I hope you'll find the peace you deserve OP.

 

[Paperclips]

Hey everyone!

First I would like to thank this website for being here so I can tell someone (or at least the void) that tomorrow night I'm going to go by partial suspension (and if that doesn't work, by train). I already know that my roommate will be out and I know that she'll read the note I'll leave on the locked door because I think she knows that this was always going to happen.
Ever since I was 10 I wanted to kill myself, but someone has always stopped me and now that I'm away from home I can finally sit and enjoy the rest of my young adult life at peace.

I kinda feel bad though, because today a close family member of mine is getting married, so later on tonight the whole family is getting together to celebrate, so I can give everyone I love a hug before I go.

It's so weird, to feel so sad about leaving behind my parents, but it's worse living a life you never wanted in the first place.

Right now though? Gotta finish writing my suicide note for tomorrow B)

Best wishes

 

[Unattainable666]

Has anyone heard from JussinLov?

 

[leavingsoon99]

Farewell.