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What is the main reason you want to CTB?

  • Mental Health Disorder

    Votes: 65 58.6%
  • Chronic Illness/Disability

    Votes: 30 27.0%
  • Heartbroken

    Votes: 15 13.5%
  • Loneliness

    Votes: 38 34.2%
  • Get no pleasure from life

    Votes: 62 55.9%
  • Other reason

    Votes: 33 29.7%
  • No reason, just want to CTB

    Votes: 13 11.7%

  • Total voters
    111
keg-ireland

keg-ireland

Member
May 3, 2024
52
CTB reasons Poll.
 
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waterworks

waterworks

in the luminous darkness
Jan 31, 2024
104
Put "no reason" on there too.
 
needsomeoptions

needsomeoptions

Member
Mar 31, 2024
38
If the question is what is the main reason should we select just one? It seems a bit skewed as totals don't equal 100%
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
What is the reason? I have no fucking idea.
I love this question because I can't answer it at all.

I've felt like shit for a long time.
I'm so damn tired for no reason.
I don't see any long-term meaning in my life.
My inner pragmatism tells me to limit my own suffering... and other reasons.

Maybe in this survey my case is: "Get no pleasure from life", but I think it doesn't say much.

My mental condition is getting worse and worse.
The worst thing is that I see it very clearly and I can't stop it.

I feel too much anxiety at this point.
If something unpleasant happened to me tomorrow, I would commit suicide in the next few days.
I'm dancing on a very thin line, and I can't dance.

I feel hopeless.
 
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keg-ireland

keg-ireland

Member
May 3, 2024
52
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What is the reason? I have no fucking idea.
I love this question because I can't answer it at all.

I've felt like shit for a long time.
I'm so damn tired for no reason.
I don't see any long-term meaning in my life.
My inner pragmatism tells me to limit my own suffering... and other reasons.

Maybe in this survey my case is: "Get no pleasure from life", but I think it doesn't say much.

My mental condition is getting worse and worse.
The worst thing is that I see it very clearly and I can't stop it.

I feel too much anxiety at this point.
If something unpleasant happened to me tomorrow, I would commit suicide in the next few days.
I'm dancing on a very thin line, and I can't dance.

I feel hopeless.
As I thought, Mental health disorder along getting no joy from life seems to be the top reason for wanting to CTB. For me, that's the case as well. So much for all the help for mental health disorders - only those who go through it understand the lack of help and support.
 
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SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

I am the face of loves rage
Oct 6, 2023
196
I'm personally CTB due to my hypersexuality from trauma, and my autism .
 
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Not a Cylon

Blah
Jun 27, 2024
51
I've dealt with mental health issues since, well, forever, but it's always been manageable because it was always internal and my perception that was the root cause. Living with chronic health issues is another beast all together, it's not "things will get better" because sometimes, medically, they just… don't. So, I am now without hope. Hope was the only thing that kept me going for decades and it's been squashed.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I voted "get no pleasure from life" and "other reason". My "other reason" for wanting to die is because I don't want to be a wage slave. I deserve better and to be a neet where I can laze around with no responsibilities but unfortunately I can't do that. I don't want to wage slave for decades. It sounds so overwhelming and exhausting. I have no idea why anybody would want to subject themselves to wage slavery
 
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