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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
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i have a few methods, im ready. Fuck living, im such a loser nobody even wants to be my friend here lol, so why even bother wish me luck!
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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i have a few methods, im ready. Fuck living, im such a loser nobody even wants to be my friend here lol, so why even bother wish me luck!
still gonna wish you a good journey. you can't tell me what to do 🫂
 
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tonicer

tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
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i have a few methods, im ready. Fuck living, im such a loser nobody even wants to be my friend here lol, so why even bother wish me luck!
Best of luck. See you on the other side. I hope you save me a place at the bar.
 
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glass-petal

glass-petal

fatigued hermit
Apr 7, 2026
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sorry things have been so shitty for you lately man, loneliness sucks. 💚
 
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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
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i have a few methods, im ready. Fuck living, im such a loser nobody even wants to be my friend here lol, so why even bother wish me luck!

Sorry you're feeling this way, Okarin.

I'm scared of making friends so don't take it personally from me. But when I was scrolling on here, your post stuck out to me in particular for two reasons.

1. Your username "here for now" is what I often put as my location on various sites / gaming services, except those that don't allow a custom "location" to be set.

2. Steins;Gate was the second anime show I watched after Akame ga Kill. Ruka is a dude.

As I say, I'm not looking for friends (not in real life either) but I do want to be friendly. In the past though I knew what it was like to be in need of friends but struggling to find them, so I can still sympathize.

Steins Gate Cinema GIF
 
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imnotcoercive

imnotcoercive

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Mar 23, 2026
39
Safe travels! What are the methods?
 
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