Help CTB method

[ANONYMOUSM]

ok so I originally planning to ctb by hanging myself in my aunt's neighborhood because there was a lot of trees and I knew how to sneak out. however i couldnt get myself to fully suspend myself in the air and I was trying to figure out how to correctly hang myself and I ran out of time and had to go back to my home. now i dont know what to do. i can try to hang myself again but there isnt a lot of trees in my area and since my roommate is watching me like a hawk to make sure i dont ctb. i also need to know how to tie a good knot to hang myself. i could try to night night method but i dont have the materials to do it i dont know what to do

 

[Worndown]

Tie this simple loop in one end of the rope. Put the other end through the loop...instant slip knot.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

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Tie this simple loop in one end of the rope. Put the other end through the loop...instant slip knot.

what are the requirements for a good tree to hang myself i might need to go around my neighborhood and find a good tree or something

 

[Worndown]

High enough and strong enough. You need to assess that.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

Do you think that if I hang myself off stairs like these it would support me?