sadratx
Eternal peace
- Feb 6, 2026
- 2
I'm not good with words. All I know is I need this to end. I'm so fucking tired. Nothing ever gets better; it's a vicious cycle. I just hurt everyone around me, physically or emotionally. I don't know why I do it, but all I know is I need to get rid of myself before I do more damage. I can't get SN — too risky for my situation. I'm known to mental health services, so I would be flagged. But what's the best foolproof method? I was thinking about hanging, but the risk of becoming vegetated is terrifying to me. I was thinking of taking my best on swallowing whatever pills I can find and chugging down a couple of litres of vodka. That's the only thing I can get my hands on. What's the likelihood that will work? Please, God, someone help me