Venting Ctb Is My Only Option Currently

[Hunterer]

I have tried to recover, but I don't have the strength to do so, nor the money to pay for proper treatment, and my family doesn't even know about my condition, and those who do, don't even care. With each passing day, the situation only gets worse. Living in a dysfunctional and abnormal family is not easy, especially when you are disturbed by your own mind.

I really hate this life. I've been considering living for a while longer, but with each passing day, the situation becomes more and more untenable, so my only solution is ctb. I'm not sure when I'll do it, but I plan on it being later this year, or maybe next year.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this existence, to me existence really is too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.