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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

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Dec 16, 2023
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Welp it's time for me to start packing it up, next Saturday I will be buying a gun and going somewhere scenic to end it.

The thought of death fluctuates between comforting and terrifying but assuming it'll be nothing I feel I will be content.

I'm gonna write personal letters to my friends and funny enough I dont think anything for my ex (a big reason why I'm doing this)

Realistically I just text them before I do it saying what's up because I'd like to be the one to break the news.

I'm looking forward to/dreading this.
 
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wagner2029

wagner2029

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Jun 25, 2023
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I hope you find your peace.
Don't shoot in the ear because the bullet could end up in the eardrum.
put the barrel in your mouth, tilt it slightly up and to your left to hit the cerebellum.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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The Schizoid

The Schizoid

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Oct 24, 2023
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I hope you find your peace.
Don't shoot in the ear because the bullet could end up in the eardrum.
put the barrel in your mouth, tilt it slightly up and to your left to hit the cerebellum.
Why not temple?
I'm jealous OP. I really wish I could get a Gun, but in the UK your chances are already slim and if you have any recorded mental health issues with your GP, even just depression, you're screwed.
 
Dliena

Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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Wishing you all the eternal peace and freedom you desire OP.
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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Good luck and wish you peace my friend
 
waRmblanket

waRmblanket

she/her - trying my best, just hoping it’s enough.
Mar 16, 2023
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i hope you find peace, good luck and safe travels.
 

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