I've decided to go with the shotgun method on my birthday in late May.
I already have the perfect, secluded spot in mind. It's off this river trail in the middle of the woods. There's an old pump house that's been overtaken by nature and graffiti. It's my favorite serene place. I'll get comfortable on the ground, next to the wall in a seated position, dial 911, place the phone at my feet, then place the muzzle above my left ear and pull the trigger.
As I write these words I can feel it happening in my mind. How do you plan on committing to the plan on the expected date? I'm eager and excited now, but in four months will I have talked myself out of it? Is it better to do it sooner?
I already have the perfect, secluded spot in mind. It's off this river trail in the middle of the woods. There's an old pump house that's been overtaken by nature and graffiti. It's my favorite serene place. I'll get comfortable on the ground, next to the wall in a seated position, dial 911, place the phone at my feet, then place the muzzle above my left ear and pull the trigger.
As I write these words I can feel it happening in my mind. How do you plan on committing to the plan on the expected date? I'm eager and excited now, but in four months will I have talked myself out of it? Is it better to do it sooner?
