Help CTB by partial hanging

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I plan on killing myself using partial hanging since that's the most simple and the method that makes me feel comfortable.
I'm having few problems, I don't really know if I want to die 100% and next is I'm scared if someone saves me and I end up as a vegetable.
My parents took my room keys so I can't lock the door. I also don't like going to different places because I want them to find me dead.
I always thought of livestreaming my suicide because maybe people will finally see how I felt but I'm also having issues with that too. I know there's not much anyone can do for me but at least reply something.

 

[chillino]

Hey,
Dont do it. You are young and not sure about it.

 

[RENOX]

Hey,
Dont do it. You are young and not sure about it.

I really don't miss anything I just hate the pain, that's why I'm not 100% sure.

 

[RENOX]

dont do it bro. dont do it before asking for help or getting some kind of help. every life is valuable. there is hope in all of us. you are valuable bro. ther is so many good people you still didnt met yet, so many good songs you didnt heard yet. so many shows, friends, city's, country's, concerts you will never live bc you were sad when you were younger. dont do anything irreversible. get help :)

never lose hope. ask for help. talk to me if you want <3

I've tried mental therapy, medicine and many more and yet it just gets better for few days and then back to that same place. I'm tired of relapsing that I don't want to get better anymore. Ending it feels the best option but I'm just not strong enough to kill myself

 

[darksouls]

I am sorry life has brought you to this point,
however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[CTB set me free]

dont do it bro. dont do it before asking for help or getting some kind of help. every life is valuable. there is hope in all of us. you are valuable bro. ther is so many good people you still didnt met yet, so many good songs you didnt heard yet. so many shows, friends, city's, country's, concerts you will never live bc you were sad when you were younger. dont do anything irreversible. get help :)

never lose hope. ask for help. talk to me if you want <3

I see you on a few posts offering to talk to people and just being kind in general. Thanks for helping the community. What led you to want to help people struggling with suicidal thoughts. Did you lose someone close to you to suicide or have you yourself attempted suicide?

I plan on killing myself using partial hanging since that's the most simple and the method that makes me feel comfortable.
I'm having few problems, I don't really know if I want to die 100% and next is I'm scared if someone saves me and I end up as a vegetable.
My parents took my room keys so I can't lock the door. I also don't like going to different places because I want them to find me dead.
I always thought of livestreaming my suicide because maybe people will finally see how I felt but I'm also having issues with that too. I know there's not much anyone can do for me but at least reply something.

I talked to google Gemini about the pass out game and partial hanging and it said that partial hanging has about as much success as full hanging, which is statistically a very high chance of suicide completion. That being said, I too am scared of not being successful and being in a worse condition, but I probably have larger windows of opportunity than you to do it when people aren't around for hours at a time. I will go ahead of and do it if my nerve pain is too intense and my psychological stress is to high with the given opportunity of time where no one's around to save me so a perfect storm scenario, but that perfect storm could be anytime with the way my illness and pain is. Is your pain physical or mainly psychological/mental or emotional so to speak?

 

[RENOX]

I talked to google Gemini about the pass out game and partial hanging and it said that partial hanging has about as much success as full hanging, which is statistically a very high chance of suicide completion. That being said, I too am scared of not being successful and being in a worse condition, but I probably have larger windows of opportunity than you to do it when people aren't around for hours at a time. I will go ahead of and do it if my nerve pain is too intense and my psychological stress is to high with the given opportunity of time where no one's around to save me so a perfect storm scenario, but that perfect storm could be anytime with the way my illness and pain is. Is your pain physical or mainly psychological/mental or emotional so to speak?

Just mental pain