Crying everyday.

[Walilamdzi]

I feel so constantly sad.

 

[Deleted member 17331]

you are not the only one.

 

[BlackPoppet]

I'm very sad almost always. It's the most gut wrenching feeling ever.
I feel sad a lot of the time, over the way that the world is, about people who are selfish, apathetic and uncaring about their fellow man.
I feel sad about a lot better f things.
If you need someone to chat with, you can always PM me, if you need a friendly ear! Big hugs

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Every day :( and it doesn't help anymore
Hugs

 

[BlackPoppet]

Every day :( and it doesn't help anymore
Hugs

Kira you can always PM me if you need a shoulder or a caring ear!
Im always open and non judgmental. Big hugs to you sweetheart.

 

[dwarff24]

It was the same for me for months. Sadness, crying, constantly angry at myself... but now that i have finally decided i will end it i am feeling pretty good.

 

[enjolras]

It was the same for me for months. Sadness, crying, constantly angry at myself... but now that i have finally decided i will end it i am feeling pretty good.

I'm the opposite. I feel the worst, in panic mode, crying and restless, when all I have left to think about is suicide, being done with all the rest of duties/activities.
I'm not really crying over suicide itself, but my particular situation which would lead to conditions that are not my choice. Also not crying over myself but thinking about leaving relatives behind. It breaks my heart. If I was even more alone than I am, the decision would be a lot easier. I would stop thinking about details and just don't give a damn about anything how I plan it. It's something I'd want to proceed with, more or less impulsively but I can't.

 

[dwarff24]

I understand how you feel about leaving relatives behind. It's hard on me too, but the thought of continue to live my life like this is much harder. I will try to do it in the least painful way for them and explain the reasons in a letter and maybe they will understand the decision i made.