Venting Crushing paralysis despite being set on this.

[crimsonsflower]

I've known the crushing reality of my situation for so long. Isolated, alone, helpless, trapped. I think this is the crash out of all crash outs but yet I'm still paralyzed and can't do anything about it. The instinctual anxiety kicks in and I can't push myself to go through with anything even though my mind has been set.

I just want peace from all of this suffering I'm forced to endure but my body betrays me and won't let me have my out already. There is no point to this and there hasn't been in a long time, but I can't get my freedom from it all.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

me too can't get myself to do hardly anything

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting peace from all the suffering, to be permanently at peace is all I personally hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.