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wanttogetonthebus

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Nov 27, 2021
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I heard death via N can take a few hours up to a full day or more in rare circumstances due to a prolonged coma. I came up with some interesting theoretical ways to combine N with drowning to ensure a quicker CTB. I heard loss of consciousness can take up to several minutes, but I believe it's onset is rapid once it begins? Can anyone confirm that loss of consciousness with oral N is rapid after it finally starts?

-Take N as the tide is coming in. Maybe tie yourself to the leg of a pier or lay on a deserted beach. In a murder mystery novel that scared the crap out of me as a kid, a girl and her friend were knocked unconscious via shovel and awoke tied to the legs of a deserted pier as the tide was coming in. Of course, they weren't given N though and their screams eventually became drowned out by the waves.
-chill out on a pool floatie and poke a small hole in it with a pin. Take the N.
-Take the N and as you fall unconscious make sure you land face down in a body of water.
-Take the N lying in a bathtub without turning off the water.
-Take N and swim out into the ocean at night. Riptide preferred.
-Take N with good timing while floating upriver either on your back, on a floatie, or in a kayak/canoe. Pass out. Go over the waterfall 🤣 where all the sharp rocks and roaring whitewater rapids await 😗
-Take N before falling into freezing body of water.
-Take N outdoors or in the middle of nowhere in freezing cold or scorching hot weather (hypothermia or hyperthermia) [not drowning but still thought it would accelerate death]

Any other creative ideas or thoughts?
 
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dyingalone123

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Umm I think people take N to avoid all of those above...
I mean once you die, you die. There's nothing much to it. We all like to fantasize how its like in the movies but thats not realistic.
 
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Umm I think people take N to avoid all of those above...
I mean once you die, you die. There's nothing much to it. We all like to fantasize how its like in the movies but thats not realistic.
People take N for a peaceful death right? 🤓But, not everyone wants the dying process to take 3-8 hours or more uninterrupted. 😅 So what if you could have the best of both worlds... 😌 What matters isn't how you die. It's if you're conscious and can't feel pain or think, as well as if you're found and can still be resuscitated.
I think you could even make such a death look like an accidental drowning... 👀
 
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healthrecovery

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Why would you do this lol N itself is lethal enough to ensure a fast death
 
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Why would you do this lol N itself is lethal enough to ensure a fast death
Haha 😆 yeah most people could probably set aside at least 12-24 hours in private where they won't be found. But 3-8 hours might not be quick enough when it comes to complete death for some I suppose 🙃 It would kinda be nice to take N and be completely dead within 10 minutes after losing consciousness😄 I feel like the Universe gets a kick out of foiling my plans so somehow, it's not hard for me to imagine being found in an hour or two even after taking as many precautions as possible.
 
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Untetheredwill

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That seems like a misunderstanding of Nembutal. You'd be better off with a sedative.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

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That seems like a misunderstanding of Nembutal. You'd be better off with a sedative.
N is a sedative though. It's also more powerful than a sedative, it's a full on anesthetic that basically puts you into a medically induced coma. 🙂 I think it's perfect if you don't want to feel pain. But I'm unsure how long it takes to fully lose consciousness. From what I gathered, people 'fall asleep' or pass out after about 3 minutes even while in mid sentence so I imagine it's quite quick acting similar to propfol, another powerful anesthetic though interestingly not a barbiturate.
 
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N is a sedative though. It's also more powerful than a sedative, it's a full on anesthetic that basically puts you into a medically induced coma. 🙂 I think it's perfect if you don't want to feel pain. But I'm unsure how long it takes to fully lose consciousness. From what I gathered, people 'fall asleep' or pass out after about 3 minutes even while in mid sentence so I imagine it's quite quick acting similar to propfol, another powerful anesthetic though interestingly not a barbiturate.
That's interesting. Just to warn you that people on this site are obsessed with comfort. I've seen a lot of posts have people be outright hostile to them if they suggest quick and effective deaths. I remember some topics about how when we die we have no idea where we're going so why do we worry about throwing up etc. For some reason (possibly just the laws of nature meaning some are empaths some are object-oriented) there's a very mixed view from users here. The emphasis is on choosing comfort for the most time and it's become a social rule, who knws if even potentially the population of the U.S. (if I was crude enough to engage in political assumption). I guess also there's rules against encouraging and that's the proverbial cctv camera which
prevents stealing.
 
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Ta555

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That's interesting. Just to warn you that people on this site are obsessed with comfort. I've seen a lot of posts have people be outright hostile to them if they suggest quick and effective deaths. I remember some topics about how when we die we have no idea where we're going so why do we worry about throwing up etc. For some reason (possibly just the laws of nature meaning some are empaths some are object-oriented) there's a very mixed view from users here. The emphasis is on choosing comfort for the most time and it's become a social rule, who knws if even potentially the population of the U.S. (if I was crude enough to engage in political assumption). I guess also there's rules against encouraging and that's the proverbial cctv camera which
prevents stealing.
Am wondering what you mean by 'quick and effective death'? Do you mean firearms I also noticed that comfort is a biggie and that no matter what method you bring up there will always be people who say, no that's too horrifying I'd never do that! The only method that everyone agrees on here is N. But if you're outside the US and some European countries it's impossible to get. I've thought about hanging, drowning and SN and all three of those there'll be someone who says it's a horrible/unreliable way to die, so it almost seems like there's nothing one can do besides N. Which I'll never be able to get.
 
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Am wondering what you mean by 'quick and effective death'? Do you mean firearms I also noticed that comfort is a biggie and that no matter what method you bring up there will always be people who say, no that's too horrifying I'd never do that! The only method that everyone agrees on here is N. But if you're outside the US and some European countries it's impossible to get. I've thought about hanging, drowning and SN and all three of those there'll be someone who says it's a horrible/unreliable way to die, so it almost seems like there's nothing one can do besides N. Which I'll never be able to get.
By 'quick and effective' I mean time until brain death where one can not be revived. The faster this occurs the more 'quick and effective'. By 'peaceful' I mean 'not scary' 'not painful' and 'not distressing'. If there was a perfect CTB pill (which doesn't exist), you would swallow it and instantly go unconscious and be completely dead (ie. no one could save you or bring you back).
 
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By 'quick and effective' I mean time until brain death where one can not be revived. The faster this occurs the more 'quick and effective'. By 'peaceful' I mean 'not scary' 'not painful' and 'not distressing'. If there was a perfect CTB pill (which doesn't exist), you would swallow it and instantly go unconscious and be completely dead (ie. no one could save you or bring you back).
Sorry I was quoting @Untetheredwill 😅
 
Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

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Feb 10, 2022
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I heard death via N can take a few hours up to a full day or more in rare circumstances due to a prolonged coma. I came up with some interesting theoretical ways to combine N with drowning to ensure a quicker CTB. I heard loss of consciousness can take up to several minutes, but I believe it's onset is rapid once it begins? Can anyone confirm that loss of consciousness with oral N is rapid after it finally starts?

-Take N as the tide is coming in. Maybe tie yourself to the leg of a pier or lay on a deserted beach. In a murder mystery novel that scared the crap out of me as a kid, a girl and her friend were knocked unconscious via shovel and awoke tied to the legs of a deserted pier as the tide was coming in. Of course, they weren't given N though and their screams eventually became drowned out by the waves.
-chill out on a pool floatie and poke a small hole in it with a pin. Take the N.
-Take the N and as you fall unconscious make sure you land face down in a body of water.
-Take the N lying in a bathtub without turning off the water.
-Take N and swim out into the ocean at night. Riptide preferred.
-Take N with good timing while floating upriver either on your back, on a floatie, or in a kayak/canoe. Pass out. Go over the waterfall 🤣 where all the sharp rocks and roaring whitewater rapids await 😗
-Take N before falling into freezing body of water.
-Take N outdoors or in the middle of nowhere in freezing cold or scorching hot weather (hypothermia or hyperthermia) [not drowning but still thought it would accelerate death]

Any other creative ideas or thoughts?
I was just about to post about this, taking something to induce coma when the tide is coming in, or go out on a small motorboat into the English Channel, take medicines whilst in water holding onto side of boat, then fall unconscious - in reality I plan to induce unconsciousness whilst stood somewhere with rope attached, where I will fall due to sedation and, hopefully, not know too much about what is happening
 
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thisplaceisaprison

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My creative process went:
take N
lay down in bed

I don't really understand why you'd go through all that hassle to do it outside, maybe it's just me, but white water rafting or drowning on a floatie after taking N don't really appeal to me.
 
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That's interesting. Just to warn you that people on this site are obsessed with comfort. I've seen a lot of posts have people be outright hostile to them if they suggest quick and effective deaths. I remember some topics about how when we die we have no idea where we're going so why do we worry about throwing up etc. For some reason (possibly just the laws of nature meaning some are empaths some are object-oriented) there's a very mixed view from users here. The emphasis is on choosing comfort for the most time and it's become a social rule, who knws if even potentially the population of the U.S. (if I was crude enough to engage in political assumption). I guess also there's rules against encouraging and that's the proverbial cctv camera which
prevents stealing.
What the...?
 
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thisplaceisaprison

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Mar 20, 2019
151
What the...?
The first half almost made sense and then the last half I thought the same, but yeah, most people especially people doing N or SN want a quick and simple relaxing way out.
 
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Pain In The Ass

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638
My creative process went:
take N
lay down in bed

I don't really understand why you'd go through all that hassle to do it outside, maybe it's just me, but white water rafting or drowning on a floatie after taking N don't really appeal to me.
I don't have N, so I want 2 methods as a guarantee - I have 1000mcg of Fen + Oxy, Morf, Xan - probably would be fine, but I DO NOT want to risk being a cabbage, so I want to pass out then something else happen as a result - hang or drown
 
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thisplaceisaprison

Student
Mar 20, 2019
151
That makes sense! I wish I could get those I just know where to get H.
 
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thisplaceisaprison

Student
Mar 20, 2019
151
Nah, the mods are more on the other side now. The FOUNDERS were incels, I read somewhere. The have no stake in the place now.

Let's see if your insulting tone attracts the attention of the right people 😉.

H would do nicely! If I had N I'd probably snort a massive line of H straight after for extreme euphoria!
I've been between getting a few grams of H and doing N because with N I have no idea what I'm expecting, how long, if it'll come through etc.. although it's just about guaranteed.
Sorry for accidentally quoting whatevs
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
My creative process went:
take N
lay down in bed

I don't really understand why you'd go through all that hassle to do it outside, maybe it's just me, but white water rafting or drowning on a floatie after taking N don't really appeal to me.
Because not all of us have 12 hours undisturbed. And some of us don't fully trust what's in the bottle since it came from a shady deal with someone we never met in Mexico. It's a way to make completely sure we CTB and CTB in a short amount of time rather than waiting possibly hours and hoping to not get found.
I was just about to post about this, taking something to induce coma when the tide is coming in, or go out on a small motorboat into the English Channel, take medicines whilst in water holding onto side of boat, then fall unconscious - in reality I plan to induce unconsciousness whilst stood somewhere with rope attached, where I will fall due to sedation and, hopefully, not know too much about what is happening
This is my plan too..don't have N but have nitrogen. Same plan, exit bag and hang.
 
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Pain In The Ass

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Feb 10, 2022
638
Because not all of us have 12 hours undisturbed. And some of us don't fully trust what's in the vote since it came from a shady deal with someone we never met in Mexico. It's a way to make completely sure we CTB and CTB in a short amount of time rather than waiting possibly hours and hoping to not get found.

This is my plan too..don't have N but have nitrogen. Same plan, exit bag and hang.
May as well make it 99.9% guaranteed to work - I'd say 100% but you can never rule everything out I suppose! If I lived somewhere where I could access a hand-gun, I'd use the same multiple-method approach, but I'd OD, shoot myself, fall off something and hang, or fall off seaside pier and drown in ocean
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
1,317
May as well make it 99.9% guaranteed to work - I'd say 100% but you can never rule everything out I suppose! If I lived somewhere where I could access a hand-gun, I'd use the same multiple-method approach, but I'd OD, shoot myself, fall off something and hang, or fall off seaside pier and drown in ocean
If I lived next to a beach or had a pool I'd just take a bunch of benzos and drown myself. However, nitrogen seems like a good way to go so I'm ok with it. The only negative is that it takes time to set up and also risk of brain damage unlike with N or SN. But if I fall off the chair when I go unconscious it's the end basically.
 
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thisplaceisaprison

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Mar 20, 2019
151
Because not all of us have 12 hours undisturbed. And some of us don't fully trust what's in the bottle since it came from a shady deal with someone we never met in Mexico. It's a way to make completely sure we CTB and CTB in a short amount of time rather than waiting possibly hours and hoping to not get found.

This is my plan too..don't have N but have nitrogen. Same plan, exit bag and hang.
A lot of people tested it to be sure what it is and it's in a ebook that's ripped off of a global way to peacefully end things, but yeah, I've been on here for 3 years and he's been a constant contact since then otherwise he wouldn't be still in the PPeH, but if you'd like to do it at the beach or a river, cool.
 
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Ta555

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A lot of people tested it to be sure what it is and it's in a ebook that's ripped off of a global way to peacefully end things, but yeah, I've been on here for 3 years and he's been a constant contact since then otherwise he wouldn't be still in the PPeH, but if you'd like to do it at the beach or a river, cool.
I know he's been a constant contact and lots of people have bought from him but in the end we never know if someone really ctb. We just see goodbye threads, never any follow up. I know it's most likely legit but you have to forgive people for having doubts when buying something in this manner.
 
Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
If I lived next to a beach or had a pool I'd just take a bunch of benzos and drown myself. However, nitrogen seems like a good way to go so I'm ok with it. The only negative is that it takes time to set up and also risk of brain damage unlike with N or SN. But if I fall off the chair when I go unconscious it's the end basically.
sounds pretty solid - I suppose you just have to think hard about all the ways it could go wrong and take precautions
 
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Ta555

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1,317
sounds pretty solid - I suppose you just have to think hard about all the ways it could go wrong and take precautions
If you spend time thinking of EVERY way an attempt can go wrong you will drive yourself crazy and never do anything. As I said before, this site just induces analysis paralysis in many people. As long as the main and most likely going wrong scenarios are accounted for then everything is good.
 
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I know he's been a constant contact and lots of people have bought from him but in the end we never know if someone really ctb. We just see goodbye threads, never any follow up. I know it's most likely legit but you have to forgive people for having doubts when buying something in this manner.
You do know because the PPH/Exit International have verified many deaths from their members using N as listed in the PPH. If you don't trust that for some reason, then I guess you can say "we never know."
 
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thisplaceisaprison

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I know he's been a constant contact and lots of people have bought from him but in the end we never know if someone really ctb. We just see goodbye threads, never any follow up. I know it's most likely legit but you have to forgive people for having doubts when buying something in this manner.
A lot of people order it and don't use it, but keep it like a "safety blanket". Although a lot of users (yes, I wish I was positive on knowing) seem to take it and never return after their goodbye threads. Some people have tested it though and it's legitimate, but I do see your point. It's also really hard for someone to give a follow up on how well it went when they're dead.
 
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Pain In The Ass

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A lot of people order it and don't use it, but keep it like a "safety blanket". Although a lot of users (yes, I wish I was positive on knowing) seem to take it and never return after their goodbye threads. Some people have tested it though and it's legitimate, but I do see your point. It's also really hard for someone to give a follow up on how well it went when they're dead.
Or when they're cabbage-spazzed for the next 10 years, aware of the itch on the end of their nose they can't scratch, and their Mum sat by the bed every day crying, 'Please wake up my little boy', and the care assistant regularly replacing their catheter or changing their nappy.
If you spend time thinking of EVERY way an attempt can go wrong you will drive yourself crazy and never do anything. As I said before, this site just induces analysis paralysis in many people. As long as the main and most likely going wrong scenarios are accounted for then everything is good.
Agreed, just the most obvious ways is the best you can do
 
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