fangface
beast monster thing
- May 11, 2022
- 13
i've made peace with my decision and although i don't have a date picked out yet, i know i'll ctb sometime soon, but i can't shake the overwhelming guilt that comes with it. i have a few people in my life that i love dearly and i don't know how to even begin to say goodbye. they don't want this for me and i don't want to hurt them if i can help it, but i know that's unrealistic. in some fucked up way i wish they knew there was no way for them to stop me, so i could at least be honest with them before i go.
i want them to know that they'll be okay without me. hell, they'll likely be better off. but there's no way to tell them that without raising concern, and i don't want to be saved anymore. i just want to let go.
i want them to know that they'll be okay without me. hell, they'll likely be better off. but there's no way to tell them that without raising concern, and i don't want to be saved anymore. i just want to let go.