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Dying Failure

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I don't want to live anymore what's the easiest way to commit suicide? What combination of pills do I need to take to go to sleep and never wake up? My life is awful and don't really want to talk about it just want to end it forever
 
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I don't want to live anymore what's the easiest way to commit suicide? What combination of pills do I need to take to go to sleep and never wake up? My life is awful and don't really want to talk about it just want to end it forever
There's not real true and easily accessible way. There's downsides to every method. N? Too difficult to get now. SN? Getting harder to get and takes a lot of planning and additional medicines if you want it to go as smoothly as possible. Hanging? Can be complicated too even though getting a rope or something like that is pretty easy, finding the right spot and area for hanging though might not be. You'll just have to research the various methods out there and find what works best for you.
 
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Dying Failure

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There's not real true and easily accessible way. There's downsides to every method. N? Too difficult to get now. SN? Getting harder to get and takes a lot of planning and additional medicines if you want it to go as smoothly as possible. Hanging? Can be complicated too even though getting a rope or something like that is pretty easy, finding the right spot and area for hanging though might not be. You'll just have to research the various methods out there and find what works best for you.
I've realized that after doing research on it I found some SN but it will not ship to me has to be business or school only. Cannot find N without the same criteria type. Hanging? Have nothing sturdy enough or strong enough to hold my weight. Thought about exhaust inhalation but no garage. Thought about shooting but unsteady hands. Just want to go to sleep forever this life has been nothing but negative after negative I've lost everything and everyone I love and I just want to leave this terrible world forever. No loved ones no one cares about me. I have nothing and no one so I won't be losing anything. Just want to end my suffering this is not what life is supposed to be about.
 
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lifeisadream

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Oct 3, 2022
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I don't want to live anymore what's the easiest way to commit suicide? What combination of pills do I need to take to go to sleep and never wake up? My life is awful and don't really want to talk about it just want to end it forever
Sorry your life is so awful & you're suffering terribly. The best I can suggest is to look into each method & research them. Only you can make the decision as to what is right for you. Almost all methods need to be planned if you truly want to exit this world. Likewise, if you change your mind about talking about what's going on in your life that's brought you to this point, then your voice will get heard here.
 
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Dying Failure

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Will this work??
Sorry your life is so awful & you're suffering terribly. The best I can suggest is to look into each method & research them. Only you can make the decision as to what is right for you. Almost all methods need to be planned if you truly want to exit this world. Likewise, if you change your mind about talking about what's going on in your life that's brought you to this point, then your voice will get heard here.
I appreciate your comment but at this point none of the counselors I have the psychiatrist I have no one can change my mind on this. I've made my plan I just have to wait for it all to come into place. Getting help doesn't help. Talking to people doesn't help and will not change anything. It will never change anything that this fucked up corrupt world has done to me. I've literally lost everything and I have found no one can change that. The only way to go is out.
 

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What you have to ask yourself first is what methods do I have access to?
That's the starting point
 
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Dying Failure

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What you have to ask yourself first is what methods do I have access to?
That's the starting point
I just order SN, hopefully it is the right one to work. I have a gun but my hands are unsteady so not sure it will finish the job I want it to. I want to leave forever not be in a vegetative state or still be here. I would rather just pass in my sleep but I keep waking up. I have contemplated all the resources I have and gotten things I do need.
 
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akirat9

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Sep 23, 2022
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I don't want to live anymore what's the easiest way to commit suicide? What combination of pills do I need to take to go to sleep and never wake up? My life is awful and don't really want to talk about it just want to end it forever
i stopped combiing pills for suciide
im scrapping all the remaining strength i have to take prepare right SN; my last chance, but also a working one
 
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Dying Failure

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i stopped combiing pills for suciide
im scrapping all the remaining strength i have to take prepare right SN; my last chance, but also a working one
It's hard to find the appropriate ones as most need dr prescription to them. But yes I purchased SN and waiting for it to come now just going to go that route seems easier and hopefully I got the appropriate one to do it. Lot of factors I am still including such as not taking enough vomiting having someone find me and getting me help before so I survive. So location is still in the planning process but will be decided before SN arrives.
 
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damaged_soul

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Jul 30, 2022
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I'd recommend SN
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Will this work??

I appreciate your comment but at this point none of the counselors I have the psychiatrist I have no one can change my mind on this. I've made my plan I just have to wait for it all to come into place. Getting help doesn't help. Talking to people doesn't help and will not change anything. It will never change anything that this fucked up corrupt world has done to me. I've literally lost everything and I have found no one can change that. The only way to go is out.
'literally lost it all and no one can change that' yes same here, lost it all, in just a matter of days
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I know that it's awful having to endure an existence that is just endless suffering with no relief. Life really is just a horrifying and cruel mistake and I understand the feeling of wishing to never wake again. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
 
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Dying Failure

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'literally lost it all and no one can change that' yes same here, lost it all, in just a matter of days
Was hoping things would get better but they've only gotten worse a lot worse so this is the only way out.
I know that it's awful having to endure an existence that is just endless suffering with no relief. Life really is just a horrifying and cruel mistake and I understand the feeling of wishing to never wake again. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
In due time I will have the freedom I am looking for.
 

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