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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Chronic pain friends...... what is your ctb method? I'm suffering so badly no pain pills help. Gi system obliterated for good knows why. Drs failing me at every turn.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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You need a different doctor my friend ❤️
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
It has already happened I can't change it. 2 different des I no longer see. 1 took me off 30 year benzo use in 2 weeks. Downhill since then.
I've seen 5 different gi drs
 
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p24601

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Nov 30, 2022
18
Chronic pain has been a companion for the past 14 years, it is something I'm used to, I've been waiting 11 years for pain clinic to teach me how to manage my pain, every time I get an appointment they cancel and reschedule, I just laugh at this point.

I wish I could tell you it will get better but I'm not going to give you false platitudes, life is hard and for that reason I don't care about pain when I go.
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
I have brain damage causing me to feel my bed as concrete! Nothing can be done there. I have gadolinium POISONING from mri dye unbearable bone pain burning body.. these are just a few
 
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p24601

Member
Nov 30, 2022
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I'm not going to pretend to know your pain. All I can describe it my pain of 3 slipped discs at the bottom of my spine, constantly pressing on my nerves after a stupid accident that see's me on some days not being able to move or even get out of bed.

I can however sympathise with you because although we have different types of pain it can still be very debilitating in our lives.
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
I'm not going to pretend to know your pain. All I can describe it my pain of 3 slipped discs at the bottom of my spine, constantly pressing on my nerves after a stupid accident that see's me on some days not being able to move or even get out of bed.

I can however sympathise with you because although we have different types of pain it can still be very debilitating in our lives.
Are you going to ctb?
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Last year i started to feel a discomfort in the left rib and difficulty to breath and it hasn't gone away, I don't know how it happened, it seems like chronic pain, the docs say it is of unknown origin, maybe it is a sign for ctb?

Method: SN (currently waiting for meto to arrive)
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Last year i started to feel a discomfort in the left rib and difficulty to breath and it hasn't gone away, I don't know how it happened, it seems like chronic pain, the docs say it is of unknown origin, maybe it is a sign for ctb?

Method: SN (currently waiting for meto to arrive)
Be careful with meto please.
 
Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
You need a different doctor my friend ❤️
Well, medical system is failing everybody... that's a routine around here... one is better googling and taking matter into their own hands.
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Uncontrollable body movements bad anxiety can happen. Some can be permanent. Google akathesia video.
Well, medical system is failing everybody... that's a routine around here... one is better googling and taking matter into their own hands.
If we Google before taking meds we may not be here. Unfortunately I was put on the med in 1994 that has ruined me now. Klonopin.
 
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Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
Uncontrollable body movements bad anxiety can happen. Some can be permanent. Google akathesia video.

If we Google before taking meds we may not be here. Unfortunately I was put on the med in 1994 that has ruined me now. Klonopin.
Frankly, I don't know why people still believe doctors in 2022. I get it, before the Internet doctors were indeed the best source of advice, but today... Anyone who googles a little knows more than a regular doctor.

No respect for these quacks...
Last year i started to feel a discomfort in the left rib and difficulty to breath and it hasn't gone away, I don't know how it happened, it seems like chronic pain, the docs say it is of unknown origin, maybe it is a sign for ctb?

Method: SN (currently waiting for meto to arrive)
I'm surprised they admitted they didn't know. Usually, they would blame it on one of the following: mental health, being overweight, hypochondriasis. Quacks.
 
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