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Chest pain

RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
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Today is one of those days that I'm so sad, my chest hurts. It's that pain that's empty and doesn't even feel real in a way. How can a single emotion make me feel like my heart has been ripped out? I already know this will go on for the rest of the day. Whenever I get this pain, it takes over and I'm extremely suicidal from that point onwards. I will probably end up self harming. I hate being me. I miss having access to Xanax. That would truly cure me right now.
 
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