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Fading_light74

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Aug 15, 2025
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Checking in at my hotel at 3:00 I have sodium nitrite from DMC enough for two glasses and I feel like I'm ready. I'm a new member but I've been a lurker for a while. Wish me luck

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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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You are family here and I wish the very best for you with the utmost abundance of peace and love to you.

Always around if anything changes.

Walter
 
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May you find eternal peace ✨💫✨
 
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ava_sparkle

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Best of luck to you. I hope you find peace ❤️🕊
 
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Fading_light74

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Thank you everyone for you kind words. I arrive at my hotel already and still deciding at what time I should ctb.
 
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whywere

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Always a lot of love and kindness to you.

If anything changes, always around.

Walter
 
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DUDale

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Sep 3, 2025
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Doesn't the SN stuff make you very sick and take a long time? Doesn't seem like a great way to go.
 
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offbalance

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I hope you find peace whatever happens 💜
 
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Fading_light74

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Edit** was able to make 2 glasses 25g each. Can someone help me and tell me if the SN showing in the 2nd cup will the water dissolve the clumps? Or what can I do
(Sorry my English is not good) thanks for the help!
Always a lot of love and kindness to you.

If anything changes, always around.

Walter
Walter can you help with my last comment
 

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How are you feeling, friend? Sending love.
 
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tiltedcompass

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I hope you have a peaceful journey and find relief.
 
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Fading_light74

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Im feeling really nervous right now and a lot of crying but it be ok! I'm taking meto in about an hour, And then waiting to drink my SN
How are you feeling, friend? Sending lo
 
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Im feeling really nervous right now and a lot of crying but it be ok! I'm taking meto in about an hour, And then waiting to drink my SN
Truly sorry for what you're going through. Do you have something to keep you busy? Sending hugs
 

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