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abchia

abchia

Student
Aug 28, 2023
181
As the title says, do devices usually get searched if an attempt is failed? And what about if one successfully manages to CTB?
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
896
Idk about failed, but they searched a close friend of mines when she passed and me and other friend had to remove her from any group chats, disc servers, etc.

If you have had convos it's worth looking out for the people you had them with, or leaving a note to make your intentions clear.
 
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Destcard3

New Member
Apr 19, 2024
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in my experience my parents searched mine
 
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abchia

abchia

Student
Aug 28, 2023
181
If you have had convos it's worth looking out for the people you had them with, or leaving a note to make your intentions clear.
What do you mean by this part? Look out for the people I had conversations with?
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
896
What do you mean by this part? Look out for the people I had conversations with?
Like convos about suicide or anything that might possibly be disclosing private info. Tbh idk how much law enforcement can search but better safe than sorry if you have shared your ideation with others. That said I think they don't care about others unless you were being bullied or encouraged, but the fact we had convos about methods with this friend made us a little sketched out when we heard from her family police had her phone.
 
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anon554

Member
Aug 27, 2024
19
I'd say a good chance they will either way. Some phone guys can jackhammer your password and basically unlock it without failing.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
Idk, I plan on wiping out my phone and laptop before I try. Even if someone wants to find anything, I will at least make it very difficult for them to do so lol. Because my life or death or anything about me is honestly none of their business.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
687
Idk, I plan on wiping out my phone and laptop before I try. Even if someone wants to find anything, I will at least make it very difficult for them to do so lol. Because my life or death or anything about me is honestly none of their business.
Basically that for me as well, what i want others to know will be on my note, the rest is fucking private. I know it doesn't matter after we die but damn i wish nobody would through my shit.
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Warlock
Apr 30, 2024
709
I plan to deactivate & delete anything & everything I can. All convos. All links to this site. Social media. Texts. Emails. Any & all of it. And destroy the phone at the end too.
But I also purposely wiped all evidence of who I got SN from - that was really, really important to me. They're going to know it was SN immediately & if you buy from some nameless lab it might not matter to you. But I didn't want the person who saved my life by ending it, who offered me such compassion & kindness at the time I most needed it, to suffer any consequences, after already suffering consequences…
And even though I don't endorse CTB'ing "in general" for people who haven't tried all therapies or are young or healthy or whatever, I don't want the people who legitimately NEED this, to have a source taken away.
Some. People. NEED. This. And. It's. Hard. Enough. Already.
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
281
yea this makes me nervous. im deleting my history and logging out of this forum before i do it
 
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