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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Ok, really nervous now. All i need to do is chug down the SN. Can't be that hard. Once I drink it there is no more backing out. How do I delete my account here?
Don't worry about that, mods will delete it.
Please focus on thinking now. Make sure of your decision.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,441
Ok, really nervous now. All i need to do is chug down the SN. Can't be that hard. Once I drink it there is no more backing out. How do I delete my account here?
Lk othrs sd - cn tke ur tme.

Tap on Usrname - Yr Accnt - scrll dwn 2 Disble Accnt.
Lk @marinekiwi sd mds cn srt tho. Cn kp accnt open if nt wn2 b alne.
 
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NMOP3PISdn

NMOP3PISdn

Member
Nov 5, 2021
66
Don't worry about that, mods will delete it.
Please focus on thinking now. Make sure of your decision.
I just drank it. It's nasty. Saltier than ocean water. Eating some jolly ranchers now. Ugh, that was horrible. My throat kind of burns.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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R nt alne.
 
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BabyFears

BabyFears

The weak are meat and the strong do eat
May 9, 2021
34
How are you feeling now ?
We're all here for you, know that
 
marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Wish you safe travels friend. You are so brave. Your light will never fade.
 
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pento

pento

Member
Nov 12, 2021
79
I just drank it. It's nasty. Saltier than ocean water. Eating some jolly ranchers now. Ugh, that was horrible. My throat kind of burns.
Hope the Jolly Ranchers helped. Wish you the best and hope you reach your destination peacefully :heart:
 
Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
301
Good luck and safe travels, my guy. You're gonna be missed but I hope you find peace wherever you're headed.
 
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membo

Member
Sep 14, 2020
56
Hi. I'm sorry you're going through this. It is a beautiful place. I don't know how to delete your account, but as an observation it seemed what solidified your choice was a conflict with your parents. A relationship. Do you think there is any way to either save it through therapy, or cut them out of your life? You state you are really nervous. You don't seem to have peace. The numbness and resolve you mention earlier could be the after affects from a stressful fight. I know that feeling well.

I respect your freedom to choose. I'm merely suggesting you might consider exhausting other options first before you pick a permanent one. But you know your circumstances best so I respect that.
 
NMOP3PISdn

NMOP3PISdn

Member
Nov 5, 2021
66
Really dizzy and I feel like I am about to pass out. Feeling really weak and having some headaches. 4/10 headache pain.
Hi. I'm sorry you're going through this. It is a beautiful place. I don't know how to delete your account, but as an observation it seemed what solidified your choice was a conflict with your parents. A relationship. Do you think there is any way to either save it through therapy, or cut them out of your life? You state you are really nervous. You don't seem to have peace. The numbness and resolve you mention earlier could be the after affects from a stressful fight. I know that feeling well.

I respect your freedom to choose. I'm merely suggesting you might consider exhausting other options first before you pick a permanent one. But you know your circumstances best so I respect that.
I tried.
 
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membo

Member
Sep 14, 2020
56
I believe you. Those things can be so excruciatingly difficult. I understand.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Farewell friend. I'm sorry that it has to end like this for you. Wishing you a speedy and peaceful exit.
 
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NMOP3PISdn

NMOP3PISdn

Member
Nov 5, 2021
66
Still here getting weaker and vision is getting blurry using voice to text to update you guys because it's hard to type headache is at 6/10 heart is beating like I just ran a marathon
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,441
Hv bn goin thru 4 lng tme - hope r ok emotionlly. R stll nt alne.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
Just thinking of you and send you HUGs
 
obliviousatbest

obliviousatbest

atrophy
Nov 10, 2021
67
What a beautiful last sight. Sending you tranquil energy to comfort you through whatever happens.
 
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ReallyTired

Member
Oct 21, 2021
78
I wish you the most peaceful relief from your pain you can find. I hope you're not suffering anymore.

So many people going out with SN these days. They become just another statistic. Very often only people on this forum know about their pain and suffering.
We really live in a failed society, that's for sure. The suicide epidemic is something the society is definitely overlooking.
 
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Vex

Vex

Girls Don't Cry
Nov 11, 2021
48
I'm glad you have found an end to your suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,946
I hope you found the peace you were looking for.
 
_elliott

_elliott

sweet adeline.
Apr 24, 2021
148
have a good trip, stay safe. wishing you peace
 
kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
I hope your soul can rest in peace now.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,232
Love, that is what I have been longing my entire existence. I thought I had found it too.
I'll send you some, by lightning a a candle. May it guide your soul to what you're looking for
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,063
Godspeed.
 
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sadstargazer231

So, so weary…
Jun 29, 2021
37
Thinking of you with warm thoughts. Know that I support your decision and feel so very sad that you are suffering. We are here if you need an ear. Wishing you peace.❤️❤️❤️
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,158
Ok, really nervous now. All i need to do is chug down the SN. Can't be that hard. Once I drink it there is no more backing out. How do I delete my account here?
You ok? What happened?
Still here getting weaker and vision is getting blurry using voice to text to update you guys because it's hard to type headache is at 6/10 heart is beating like I just ran a marathon
You ok?
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
OP last seen this morning. Are you still with us OP?
 
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After Life

Member
Nov 6, 2021
92
hope you are okay
 
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