catching the bus tonight

[dreamingofsh]

im trying again tonight. dont want to make another thread in case i fail. i took 4mg of xanax an hour ago and just took another 2 so thatll get me pretty fkd up. if i dont make another post sometime tomorrow, then ive ctb. thanks for all the kind words and reassurance. i dont understand why its so hard to leave this world if you dont feel like its worth continuing. thanks everyone on this forum, ive only met a few of you but i wish you can all find the peace your looking for. godspeed cmdr

 

[outrider567]

Godspeed.

Why do people say ctb on here anyway?

CTB = Catching The Bus

 

[HerculePoirot]

CTB = Catching The Bus

Kind of euphemism I guess. Also a manner of luring search engines maybe.
As far as I'm concerned, I prefer to call a spade a spade, and a suicide a suicide.

 

[Letgo]

Hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[Born2bealoser]

Goodbye, I may not have known you or even seen you on this forum before today, but I wish you peace and tranquility. If you change your mind that's okay too (for clarification, not telling OP to change their mind, but some people here feel bad when they change their mind or feel like they've failed in some way).

won't work my friend you will just throw up and be out for 2 days. Try putting a plastic bag on too, it might help. GB

Hope for you that the next attempt brings you peace. Maybe we see each other up there soon.

you wasted your SI...oh shit

 

[StolenLife]

Goodbye. I wish you find your peace.

 

[SilentSadness]

You are definitely not attention seeking, in fact you are a victim of the cruelty of this society forcing you to go through a method like this. Everyone deserves much better than this. I hope you succeed if that's what you truly want.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[$crim]

rest easy

 

[NorthernMonkey]

You are definitely not attention seeking, in fact you are a victim of the cruelty of this society forcing you to go through a method like this. Everyone deserves much better than this. I hope you succeed if that's what you truly want.

Totally. Who wouldn't want some love and attention at a time like this anyway. If we all had a bit more kindness , love and attention we may not get to this point. Calling someone attention seeking in their darkest hour is despicable:(