catching my plane tomorrow!

[Aleksandra]

I hope the other side is beautiful for you.

Truly sad to see you go.

Goodnight lovely xx

goodnight friend, rest well !!!

 

[DeathImminent]

Safe travels Natalia, many of us might join you later

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

We'll all join, one way or another.

 

[Aleksandra]

40 minutes left guys, super excited!

 

[binturong]

bear for you. Rainbow dreams!

 

[Aleksandra]

bear for you. Rainbow dreams! View attachment 16018

i love it so much, crying

 

[Rocksandsand]

Gah Natalia I hope you're as okay as you can be. I was worried I'd be asleep because of the time zone difference. How are you feeling? Before my attempts I was always remarkably at peace. I hope it's calming for you too

 

[Aleksandra]

Gah Natalia I hope you're as okay as you can be. I was worried I'd be asleep because of the time zone difference. How are you feeling? Before my attempts I was always remarkably at peace. I hope it's calming for you too

relatively calm actually! very much at peace and feeling cloudy in a good way. i just wanna go to sleep tho due to my meds which is why i'm pushing it, but it'll be my last sleep so i shouldn't rush it:)
just watered my plants for the last time, cleaned up a little, finished red dead redemption 2, now just watching my favourite episode of peaky blinders, everything is checked off

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

You're a great girl Natalia.

Whatever happens, you deserve only love & peace.

 

[Jen0804]

 

[Aleksandra]

alright guys, 15 more minutes and i'll be taking my pills and logging off, been one hell of a ride

 

[Stan]

Goodbye Natalia, I hope the rainbow bridge rises to meet your feet to make the journey easy

 

[Aleksandra]

Goodbye Natalia, I hope the rainbow bridge rises to meet your feet to make the journey easy

goodbye friend, i wish you all the happiness for the rest of your days, you deserve it

 

[nothingleft]

I hope you find peace and comfort <3

 

[DeathImminent]

alright guys, 15 more minutes and i'll be taking my pills and logging off, been one hell of a ride

You dont have to do this because of few racist fucks :( you can still recover, i dont want you to go

 

[Aleksandra]

You dont have to do this because of few racist fucks :( you can still recover, i dont want you to go

it's not because of that sweet, there's a lot of other reasons, but i'm sorry, i feel really guilty

 

[Rocksandsand]

@zajebistakaczka - if you self-ban, you can still stay logged in and you can still message people, just not post in the main forum. So if you'd like people with you until the end, it is possible. I do understand why you may want to die in privacy though.

I hope that rainbow is as beautiful and captivating as you have been here. We've had a few amazing members ctb recently, and you're about to be one of them

 

[Stan]

We will be around if you log on again for any reason

 

[Aleksandra]

@zajebistakaczka - if you self-ban, you can still stay logged in and you can still message people, just not post in the main forum. So if you'd like people with you until the end, it is possible. I do understand why you may want to die in privacy though.

I hope that rainbow is as beautiful and captivating as you have been here. We've had a few amazing members ctb recently, and you're about to be one of them

i'm logging off until i'm about to pass out!

 

[woxihuanni]

Hope it goes as you wish, and you find what you need and seek

 

[Aleksandra]

i'm listening to quiet day, i'm feeling a lot of peace already
rolling a cigarette and then i'm taking them! i'm documenting this mostly for anyone if they find they want to do it how i did, and go long it takes

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

Goodnight Natalia

 

[Rocksandsand]

I'm almost jealous hehe. The calm feeling is so amazing before you go. All of the pain you've been in is going to end and you know it, so everything becomes more bearable

 

[Aleksandra]

half a fag to go! peaky blinders finished, thanks guys, it means the world to me

 

[Adrinabik]

Good Bye. Safe travels

 

[Aleksandra]

i made this for my ex a while ago, i thought to share with you guys

 

[Adrinabik]

Please stay on as long as possible

 

[Rocksandsand]

half a fag to go! peaky blinders finished, thanks guys, it means the world to me

We are literally smoking buddies hahahahaha

 

[Jen0804]

Hugs sweetheart
I'm sad things turned out this way but I know you have made your mind up, i wish I could help but I know all I can do right now is send hugs and let you know that I'm thinking of you. If you are going ahead I hope your transition is peaceful .. Know that no matter what happens.m, a lot of love is surrounding you right now from all of us

 

[Dystopia]

Hope you're okay! safe travels