Cant fucking do this ima CTB the beginning of next month.

[evey8112]

So i was going to order strong heroin from the DW and head to a hotel and OD but i know there is a chance i might survive and i cant have that. So its either
an AR-15 bullet to the head which i believe i can get access to an AR-15 in my state or jumping off a 10 story building which i know will kill me no questions asked. I am so tired and i have lived this life in fear well i will not go out in fear i will go out with a bang. There is no way i can live through 2023 fuck that shit. its time for me to go home. Looking to CTB jan 7th.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable not wanting to suffer for another year so I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you can find your peace and freedom no matter which method you choose. My personal opinion - a shotgun may be better than an AR-15, although either would work, I suppose.