EyesOfNight
the night will be eternal
- Feb 2, 2024
- 371
Here I was just rotting everyday, slowly planning to CTB and now all of a sudden everyone is making demands.
"You have to get treatment", "You have to get a job" fucking hell just leave me the fuck alone.
It's slowly becoming too risky to keep living. I could lose my freedom any moment if I'm not careful.
I can't do anything without people making it their business. And the worst part is, I have to comply otherwise I will loose the roofe over my head and the cash that barely allows me to get resources need for future CTB plans.
I should just down the SN and get it over with.
It's so frustrating!
"You have to get treatment", "You have to get a job" fucking hell just leave me the fuck alone.
It's slowly becoming too risky to keep living. I could lose my freedom any moment if I'm not careful.
I can't do anything without people making it their business. And the worst part is, I have to comply otherwise I will loose the roofe over my head and the cash that barely allows me to get resources need for future CTB plans.
I should just down the SN and get it over with.
It's so frustrating!