Method Can this plan work? Need help

[newstart2000]

I am scared of welfare checks, so I only can get 12.5% curing salt from my local supply. I am going to purify it to around 50%~70% purity. I am going to take around 40g of salt and SN mixture. Come with mixed antihypertensive medication, including B blocker, Angiotensin II Receptor Blockers, Calcium Channel Blockers. I have a lot of antidepressants, but they are not lethal, so I won't take them.

Are there any recommendations on medication I can take with to increase successful rate? I have 50 pills of diazepam and 10 pills of OxyCodone.
The most important thing is, If I fail, will it seem like nothing ever happened? My family will send me to mental health hospital without hesitation if I show any sign of suicide.

I don't have that gut to hang myself, I hate myself.

 

[newstart2000]

Really need help

 

[newstart2000]

Anyone tried purifying curing salt?

 

[finishLana]

Sn itself proven to be an effective method, or a big amount of opioid with benzos

I also think that putting sn in enteric capsules and taking a sedative could be a more peaceful way but I only read about one person here who died by sn in enteric capsules and they didn't experience pain

Even with opioids Id go with enteric capsules to prevent nausea and vomiting but even for that I believe you would need a greater amount of oxy