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DaSh

DaSh

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Nov 26, 2023
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Soup & fasting, water fasting (2h before SN drink)

I have a great benzodiazipine tolerance so I'm gonna take (a bit) more.

Im going to use clonazepam btw.

I let the pills melt under my tongue because I heard they use to act faster and stronger. Also I'd have less pills in my stomache decreasing the risk of vomiting right? At least that's what makes sense too me.

I'll also use cariprazin (antipsychotic medication dopamine blocker) as antiemethic.

I'm gonna snort the medication.
Reason:

Lowest dose is 1.5mg and I only have the 3mg capsules left so I'm just gonna snort half of the powder of the capsule to play it safe.

I'm also not on the medication anymore. And you have to stay on antipsychotics for a while for them to work. And I'm just gonna take one when I haven't touched them in month. So I don't know if that will work. But when I started it a few months ago before I stopped I had side effects on the first pill so maybe I'll also get the anthiemetic effect who knows...



So again now...

Fast, water fast (2h before sn drink)

Before sn drink:

01:30 8mg clonazepam & some CBD Drops

01:00 600mg ibuprofen
01:00 150mg cariprazin (insufflated)
01:00 2x 0,15mg clonidin (beta blocker)

00:00 sn drink

I know that's an alittle bit unusual plan but still.
Please give me some feedback.
 
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Y do you do your timing backwards?
 
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Yeah, DaSh I'm a little confused by the timing but the regimen looks pretty good. So you're taking 8mg clona an hour and a half before SN while everything else is an hour before such as your ibuprofen, cariprazin(AE) and clonodin. Personally, as long as you have a benzo to help then it's definitely a good thing.
 
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Yeah, DaSh I'm a little confused by the timing but the regimen looks pretty good. So you're taking 8mg clona an hour and a half before SN while everything else is an hour before such as your ibuprofen, cariprazin(AE) and clonodin. Personally, as long as you have a benzo to help then it's definitely a good thing.
Yes exactly!
Y do you do your timing backwards?
Yeah all this is before I drink the sn f.e.
01:30 8mg Clonazepam is 1 hour and 30 mins before I drink sn
 
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Yes exactly!
Alright I understand, I wish you all the best with this whenever you decide to ctb. It'll be really difficult to see you go though.
 
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Alright I understand, I wish you all the best with this whenever you decide to ctb. It'll be really difficult to see you go though.
I just know you since 1 or 2 days but thanks buddy
 
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Yeah all this is before I drink the sn f.e.
01:30 8mg Clonazepam is 1 hour and 30 mins before I drink sn
i c it's a countdown! Now it makes sense.

I wish you all the best with your plan, good luck :-)
 
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I just know you since 1 or 2 days but thanks buddy
Sure but it still means something. Seeing a user make a gb no matter how long or short they've been here is never easy.
 
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Sure but it still means something. Seeing a user make a gb no matter how long or short they've been here is never easy.
Thanks same goes for you m8
 

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