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Dystopia

Dystopia

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Jul 22, 2019
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I'm sorry things fell through. May I ask - how bad is the taste? Can you liken it to anything you've tasted before?

I've seen a few reports of people saying it tastes like "Salty car tyres"
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
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Thanks for all the replies everyone. I have one further question: does taking SN in the middle of the night cause you to make enough noise to be discovered by family members if they are already asleep and you are isolated in your own room?
 
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pole

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Sep 18, 2018
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Thanks for all the replies everyone. I have one further question: does taking SN in the middle of the night cause you to make enough noise to be discovered by family members if they are already asleep and you are isolated in your own room?
definitely, especially if ur considering doing it without anti emetics or anything. if u were to do it without anti emetics, id do it somewhere isolated, where u could scream and vomit ur pain away; i really cant imagine how you can avoid this obstacle in a setting surrounded by family members, even if its at night.
 
DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
definitely, especially if ur considering doing it without anti emetics or anything. if u were to do it without anti emetics, id do it somewhere isolated, where u could scream and vomit ur pain away; i really cant imagine how you can avoid this obstacle in a setting surrounded by family members, even if its at night.
why do you keep telling people that taking SN without antiemetics causes so much pain? i am also pro-lifer but misguiding ppl is not the right way
 
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Bagger

Bagger

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Jun 18, 2019
331
Without them he WILL throw up, lowering absorbed dose and slowing down kicking in time, so passing out may happen too late, and he may experience some pain.
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,382
why do you keep telling people that taking SN without antiemetics causes so much pain? i am also pro-lifer but misguiding ppl is not the right way
im not pro life, im neutral. i wanted to do SN, i backed out of it. just cause "some people" supposedly took SN without antiemetics and succeeded literally doesnt signify someone else should. it works and it doesnt. why take the chance, when you can guide someone in dying more peacefully and go a safer route?

OP said they live with family. you think its wise to tell someone to fucking take SN without anti emetics, in a house with family members? Those who supposedly ctb'd without antiemetics noted they did it alone and in isolation FOR A REASON. Use ur brain. Why guide OP to attempt with risk. without antiemetics is 50/50, but OP states hes IN A HOUSE HOLD WITH FAMILY, but we completely ignore that? thats only gonna draw attention especially without antiemetics and increase the chances of getting caught, and the post aftermath of a failed CTB is something you dont wanna deal with.

as for another thread i posted on, the woman wanted to die PEACEFULLY AND WITH NO PAIN, and she asked if SN without antiemetics would do just that, and also NOTED SHE LIVED WITH A PARENT GUARDIAN. but somehow the exact same thing i said here to her in that thread as well is somehow wrong and stupid right? ur an idiot for completely disregarding context lmao jesus.

im not gonna blindlessly guide someone into doing something with a literal risk for failure. everything ctb has risk yes, but theres a REASON why theres threads literally emphasizing antiemetics, and that emphasis should be a focus for the sole purpose of success, not for the sake of risking the chance of survival because of impulsivity.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

Specialist
Sep 22, 2018
330
When this next time happen please share your journey here mate, I'm looking forward to go same path because meto is too hard to get for me. I'm scared as fuck.
Can't compare that taste to anything ive ever tasted. The best i can say is it taste like salt water mixed with the worst medicine you've ever tasted
When this next time happen please share your journey here mate, I'm looking forward to go same path because meto is too hard to get for me. I'm scared as fuck.
I will share til the end. But that could cause problems when people see the website.
 
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Alec

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Apr 22, 2019
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I'm so sorry for your pain OP, I can't tell you if it'll work without a tie it's since I haven't tried it but I also read that for some people it did work, although it's worth noting that the chances are smaller than when with antiemetics. I'm also thinking of at least trying to do it without antiemetics if I won't be able to get some because, if I can't get them then it's pretty much all I've got to try and do it without them. I hope your pain ends soon, I hope you will find what you are looking for and I hope your antiemetics will arrive soon, and I hope you'll be alright. Wherever you'll go I hope it's going to be better than this right now❤️
 
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Darkdreamer001

Darkdreamer001

Student
Jul 17, 2018
192
I wish we could go together i am waiting for my N, maybe you are not supposed to ctb yet. Isnt there any chance your life gets better?
When did you purchase "n"? I want to but I'm scared because I've heard about some police raids or some private issues. I hope you get what you purchased and have a good hidding place.
 
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how2toGetout

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Aug 20, 2019
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When this next time happen please share your journey here mate, I'm looking forward to go same path because meto is too hard to get for me. I'm scared as fuck.
I too am trying to get hold of meto without prescription. It's very frustrating i know.. I'm in US..

I joined SS yesterday. I'm waiting on my PM permission so that someone (like @Lennox) can PM me a link where i can buy meto).
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
My college is over capacity so there are no spare dorms and moving is not an option. I do not want my roommate to be blamed for my suicide plus it is too risky being discovered.
Why not a hotel room?
why do you keep telling people that taking SN without antiemetics causes so much pain? i am also pro-lifer but misguiding ppl is not the right way
Pro lifer? wtf you doing here?
 
Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
I wouldn't do this without antiemetics. You'll most likely throw up / fail
If we throw up why not just take another solution of it???? Just make a back up batch to drink if case of vomiting....
 
Lookingforabus

Lookingforabus

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2019
421
If we throw up why not just take another solution of it???? Just make a back up batch to drink if case of vomiting....

What if you throw up after you pass out, and after throwing up, no longer have a lethal dose in you? (I'm certain this has happened to me with alcohol on more than one occasion.)

I find it more difficult to ingest things while I'm unconscious.
 
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Dawn0071111

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Dec 9, 2018
570
What if you throw up after you pass out, and after throwing up, no longer have a lethal dose in you? (I'm certain this has happened to me with alcohol on more than one occasion.)

I find it more difficult to ingest things while I'm unconscious.

Oh I see, yeah that def would be a problem.... Oh my... you tried SN and survived? Jeez, I'm so sorry..... Did you see my post about the antihistamines having antimetic properties? I'm excited about this.
 
Lookingforabus

Lookingforabus

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2019
421
Oh I see, yeah that def would be a problem.... Oh my... you tried SN and survived? Jeez, I'm so sorry..... Did you see my post about the antihistamines having antimetic properties? I'm excited about this.

No, I haven't tried SN. I've tried to drink myself to death many times though, and have woken up in a puddle of vomit with alcohol poisoning and a 3 day hangover. Merely using an example I'm very experienced with to illustrate the need for antiemetics when trying to die by ingesting most poisons.
 
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Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

Specialist
Sep 22, 2018
330
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-final-day-on-this-earth.15917/
This guy vomited and i believe it still worked out for him.
 
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Neville1

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Aug 26, 2019
170
@LifeOver Did you get it? Can you say the last postal status. In US customs can take any medication and under Trump administration seizures are way up.
 
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Lost1804

Student
Jun 26, 2019
105
I read that it's best to start taking antiemetics a few days before you do it as well. Anyone have an opinion on this?
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
I got mine prescribed by saying I used it before for migraines, in hand in half a day. Would never risk it without AE. True, it might work, but what if it doesn't?
 
Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
I read that it's best to start taking antiemetics a few days before you do it as well. Anyone have an opinion on this?
The regimen is better than the single stat dose correct, but it has more chance for side effects.
 
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Heart of Ice

Chillin'
Sep 26, 2019
362
I read that it's best to start taking antiemetics a few days before you do it as well. Anyone have an opinion on this?
Meh, Dignitas uses a stat dose and it seems to work for them. They use 30 mg of liquid Metoclopramide if I recall correctly. Just don't go 48-hour regimen with Domperidone, it seems to be useless.
 
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Strangeasangels

Student
May 23, 2019
110
Where is your coubtry and where did you order anti-emetics

Alright, my meto has been stuck at customs for 6 days already and I am afraid that I will not be able to get it. Sucks, I know, when most people are able to sneak N into my country and my little meto gets seized.

So now I have my SN and Tagamet. I am considering to attempt the method with just the two. Do you think that I have a reasonable chance at success? I know I'll probably vomit so I'll have a second cup ready if that's the case.

I know a lot of you will probably ask me to get the proper materials before ctb, but I really do not have enough time. My life will get much much worse if I do not ctb within the next few days.