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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
13
Hi 👋

I was just curious if anyone could provide some feedback on which is a preferable choice or ethically good or whatever idk. Just. Which will hurt the least ppl as little as possible. While still having the greatest chance of success.

So im going to fsh myself on my birthday. April 10th.

I had been pretty solid on doing it outside in a public area in the middle of the night.

But the last day or so I've been questioning wether that's a good choice as subjecting a random person to my corpse seems cruel. And I may be interrupted earlier than I'd like.

So my other option is using a cross beam in my garage and then scheduling the police to be notified of my death and location. This may be ruined by a house member discovering me. And I also don't get to enjoy nature in my final moments. So. Idk I'm unsure.

Which is in your opinion. A better place to ctb?

Tya ✌️
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Student
Nov 13, 2025
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I would do it so far away from civilization that only animals find my corpse and have a feast. Not sure if that is possible wherever you live.
 
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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
13
I would do it so far away from civilization that only animals find my corpse and have a feast. Not sure if that is possible wherever you live.
Unfortunately I live in a major city. Think New York or LA but not. Lmao. So getting far away from civilized life would take ~2 hours. And I dont own a car or drive. Just an ebike for me.
 
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tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
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Unfortunately I live in a major city. Think New York or LA but not. Lmao. So getting far away from civilized life would take ~2 hours. And I dont own a car or drive. Just an ebike for me.
What's the range on that ebike?
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
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Do you have any woods that are a pretty good size anywhere near you? Being in a large city really does hamper your efforts to do it discreetly, but most large cities I know of have a park or a patch of woods somewhere close by.
 
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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
13
What's the range on that ebike?
About 30 miles if im taking it casually.
Do you have any woods that are a pretty good size anywhere near you? Being in a large city really does hamper your efforts to do it discreetly, but most large cities I know of have a park or a patch of woods somewhere close by.
Good question! There are alot of parks but trees are kinda sparse around me. So it's possible. But I doubt it'd be any more or less discreet than my plan to use a ramp railing.
 

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