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xenoz

xenoz

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Dec 5, 2022
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I need something that doesn't require too much money, and if it does, is something that can be easily obtained. I was heavily considering the SN method, but I have no way of obtaining anti-emetics, as many prescription-free ways are either expensive or dodgy scams. Guns are very difficult to obtain in my state, I'm not near any bodies of water, and no particularly tall buildings to jump off of. No car or garage to suffocate in, and I'd rather not overdose on medication as I've already tried that twice to no avail due to my body weight, as well as all the medication in the house not belonging to me (the last thing I want to do is burden the people I live with by stealing their medications).
So far, I believe this just leaves me with partial hanging, but I'm curious to see if there's anything I'm missing or not considering. Preferably something that kills quickly, before my instincts have a chance to kick in and stop halfway through, which makes me fear a lot of asphyxiation-based methods. Any help would be greatly appreciated, as I'd like to CTB before/ on New Year's.
 
hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

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Feb 21, 2022
516
Unfortunately there just aren't many options like that.

If there were, many of us would be gone by now.

The only way you would likely be able to opt out would be via something time-consuming and painful given your lack of options.
 
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MidnightDream

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Sep 5, 2022
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I think if you're desperate, SN without antiemetics could be worth a try. There's a few threads on here of people who took a small dose just to test it and either passed away, or came incredibly close. Obviously if you're taking a larger/'proper' dose, antiemetics are very useful to have in terms of reducing the risk of failure, but it is doable without them and the side effects if you do fail are a lot less impactful than other methods.
 
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time2fly

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Dec 20, 2022
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i also plan on new years or slightly after..... personally going with SN, not going to use prescription AEs just otc stuff (stomach is tough as nails after years of liquor) , if you are unable to obtain it then partial hanging is fairly reliable as long as you set everything up properly and dont get interrupted. If you are afraid of failure with partial then full suspension will only be a few second of discomfort (if done right) ...

My original plan was a full fledged partial hanging attempt, if that failed i was going to go to full supsension, if that failed i was just going to bunny hop off a 270 foot cliff after drinking as much liquor as i could before passing out. got a sn source and that is now my main go to.
 
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Sep 16, 2022
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I need something that doesn't require too much money, and if it does, is something that can be easily obtained. I was heavily considering the SN method, but I have no way of obtaining anti-emetics, as many prescription-free ways are either expensive or dodgy scams. Guns are very difficult to obtain in my state, I'm not near any bodies of water, and no particularly tall buildings to jump off of. No car or garage to suffocate in, and I'd rather not overdose on medication as I've already tried that twice to no avail due to my body weight, as well as all the medication in the house not belonging to me (the last thing I want to do is burden the people I live with by stealing their medications).
So far, I believe this just leaves me with partial hanging, but I'm curious to see if there's anything I'm missing or not considering. Preferably something that kills quickly, before my instincts have a chance to kick in and stop halfway through, which makes me fear a lot of asphyxiation-based methods. Any help would be greatly appreciated, as I'd like to CTB before/ on New Year's.
Hanging. If done right, you will be unconscious in seconds, and brain-dead in 3-5 minutes by using only materials you already have in your home. Just make sure that no one saves you. Next up is jumping from height. The higher, the better. And make sure the surface you land on is as hard as possible. Next up, we have a train. Don't worry about the conductor -- they've probably seen it before. And besides, you won't be around to deal with the fallout. And lastly, we have a gunshot. If you have access to a suitable firearm, aim directly on your temple in the case of a handgun, or directly on the roof of your mouth, pointed at your brain if it's a shotgun. You're welcome.
 
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xenoz

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Dec 5, 2022
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I think if you're desperate, SN without antiemetics could be worth a try. There's a few threads on here of people who took a small dose just to test it and either passed away, or came incredibly close. Obviously if you're taking a larger/'proper' dose, antiemetics are very useful to have in terms of reducing the risk of failure, but it is doable without them and the side effects if you do fail are a lot less impactful than other methods.
I see. The SN guides here gave me the impression that antiemetics were absolutely necessary if you didn't want to vomit everything out before it took effect, but knowing it can still work despite that helps a lot. Thanks.
 
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time2fly

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Dec 20, 2022
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I see. The SN guides here gave me the impression that antiemetics were absolutely necessary if you didn't want to vomit everything out before it took effect, but knowing it can still work despite that helps a lot. Thanks.
Always try to use the AEs but most of the success stories (as dark as that is) , didn't use any besides the OTC stuff. I'm not planning on using any scripted AEs due to the fact that I have been a heavy drinker for years and can hold down just about any amount of BS in my stomach regardless of the urge to purge. SN is pretty much as bulletproof as it gets as long as it is pure and you take the right amount. Biggest way to make sure you dont miss the bus is to have a 2nd and / or 3rd glass ready with the same dose.
 
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Willthishelp?

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i also plan on new years or slightly after..... personally going with SN, not going to use prescription AEs just otc stuff (stomach is tough as nails after years of liquor) , if you are unable to obtain it then partial hanging is fairly reliable as long as you set everything up properly and dont get interrupted. If you are afraid of failure with partial then full suspension will only be a few second of discomfort (if done right) ...

My original plan was a full fledged partial hanging attempt, if that failed i was going to go to full supsension, if that failed i was just going to bunny hop off a 270 foot cliff after drinking as much liquor as i could before passing out. got a sn source and that is now my main go to.
How did it go?
 
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