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faust

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Stan, hope you are alright there!
Would like to share with you a song which is likely to be my last.
Please, take care of yourself wherever you are...
 
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3:13 am. Am I back to insomnia? Help please. I liked sleeping.
 
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Another day. Back to no sleep. Back to waking up in sadness... and anger. Mania and feeling good is over.

Let's see what can get done today. I am going to need some pushes please.
 
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highlyvolatile

highlyvolatile

I don't know anymore.
Feb 14, 2020
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Jean4 said:
Another day. Back to no sleep. Back to waking up in sadness... and anger. Mania and feeling good is over.

Let's see what can get done today. I am going to need some pushes please.
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Jean4 said:
Another day. Back to no sleep. Back to waking up in sadness... and anger. Mania and feeling good is over.

Let's see what can get done today. I am going to need some pushes please.
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You got this!
 
Jean4

Jean4

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I don't know if you would have understood this without me explaining, but this is really funny.
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Will that make Stan go bump in the night? Those pink things look really weird.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Stan why are we still here? Just to suffer? Every day I think about my lost limbs and I think about revenge against Cypher. One day we will have our revenge.

Okay I'm sorry but I had to. Seriously though I feel like I played myself like a goddamn fiddle with how I stuck around only for things to be completely the same when I return lol.
 
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Mind is saying work. Body is saying no. It is hurting so much to breathe. Did too much.

What would you tell me with that amused look on your face as I am gasping like a guppy.

You would say Jean. Your OCD is acting up. You do not have to get everything done immediately. The project does not need to be finished.

Get into bed. Rest. When the pain stops, do the task for 15 minutes. Stop. Back in bed.

How many times did you tell me that when I would call you in a panic and in pain?
 
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MysticPerception

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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
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Time for a bump. The Sink might be dead atm but Stan will live on lol.
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
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Stan for the first time in a while I didn't want to die. I was a hundred percent sure I didn't want to die. I hope I can keep this mentality. My back hurts like hell but my mind is in a little less pain. I'm thanking you for that
 
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BlueWidow

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Don't hate me because I'm beautiful.
 
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MysticPerception

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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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I am big confused Stan. I'm happy but sad at the same time. Ugh I'm going to bed.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Escape Club-I'll Be There (With clips from the movie Ghost) (If you think it might be too sad then maybe don't watch it) :hug:
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Morning.

My disability check came in. Finally. Now I can get my meds and hopefully I will stabilize.

You know how bouncy I get waiting for my check so I can get my meds. That is one good thing you are missing. :heart:
 
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Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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and soon for some to not needing meds anymore
 
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Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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The board right now is very interesting. It would have kept you very busy.
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Stan I'm gonna take a nap wake me up in three hours if I'm not awake by then. Preferably with My Way.
 
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