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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
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My mom died exactly 10 years ago. She was in so much pain (cancer) and i was young.
At the time I was a kid and I was playing my DS a lot, and i wondered what i would be doing ten years later. And guess what, I'm still playing the fucking DS. Mario and Zelda just like in 2013.

Either way she went through a lot. Born in the fucking socialist republic of romania. She told me it was hard growing up there, people were poor and also it was tough being a woman at the time. She married my dad in 1998 and had 3 kids, one being an absolute failure.

I wonder what she'd say, seeing me saying fuck to masculiniy and becoming a girl, only to be called a hoe in the streets because i dared to say no to some idiots. Maybe she wouldnt have let me be myself. Or maybe she wouldve been supportive. Maybe if she lived, i would be dead? who the hell knows... now she's buried. it's been 10 years but it feels like yesterday


la revedere, mama, te iubesc :)
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
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Your mother would have supported you regardless. She sounds like a caring and supportive person, and after surviving so much I'd imagine she would want you to be your true self.

Rest in peace to your mom, she sounds like an angel.

We are here for you if you need to talk, share memories, etc.
 
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