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orvreader

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This is my first thread here, so please excuse me if I break any etiquette that I didn't know about.
I heard that SN is most easily bought online, and I've looked through threads about people obtaining it without any problem near me. I've already found easily accessible credible sources (and from the surface web), but the problem for me is that I'm an utter failure who've never even bought something online before... I can ask some people close to me to teach me e-commerce stuff, but won't it be awkward for them when something I bought from an e-commerce wound up being the thing that ends me? I could lie and say it's for my photography hobby (since I've looked somewhere that SN can be used for photography (although I don't know how yet)), but they would still feel some kind of guilt from it from indirectly causing my end, right? Plus I've heard that CTB through SN is extremely noticeable from autopsy/a glance from a professional, so would this excuse even work at all?

What should I do..? I guess I'd like to know if there's some market names I don't know about of SN and whether I can buy them over-the-counter; but just in general, what should I do???
 
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SN? photography??? what where did you hear that?

in my experience getting it in person was easier and so much cheaper than online 👍 and SN is in the controlled substances list but for whatever reason the service i used just casually handed it to me only needing a signature
 
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SN? photography??? what where did you hear that?

in my experience getting it in person was easier and so much cheaper than online 👍 and SN is in the controlled substances list but for whatever reason the service i used just casually handed it to me only needing a signature
May I ask how you got it in person? And the region you are in, of course.

I saw somewhere that SN can be used to decrease lens flare and glare, but I haven't looked far into it.
 
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May I ask how you got it in person? And the region you are in, of course.

I saw somewhere that SN can be used to decrease lens flare and glare, but I haven't looked far into it.

Dubai, United Arab Emirates


all i really did is put necessary keywords together in a google search then i find a website/service that sells medical supplies its actually a B2B organization but i guess personal purchases are fine aswell i contacted the phone number on whatsapp asking if they have sodium nitrite and they said yea and sent me their location and told me 2 days later to come to it to pick it up
 
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Commenting because i'm also interested.
 
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orvreader

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Dubai, United Arab Emirates


all i really did is put necessary keywords together in a google search then i find a website/service that sells medical supplies its actually a B2B organization but i guess personal purchases are fine aswell i contacted the phone number on whatsapp asking if they have sodium nitrite and they said yea and sent me their location and told me 2 days later to come to it to pick it up
It was really that easy? They didn't even ask questions? Have you seen anyone else accomplish something similar, or just you? I'm scared of the authority being involved when I fail some line of questioning.
 
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It was really that easy? They didn't even ask questions? Have you seen anyone else accomplish something similar, or just you? I'm scared of the authority being involved when I fail some line of questioning.

well it would help if you tell me where you are because if you're in the western hemisphere thats statistically where 80% of the SN ctb cases happen and theyre more likely to get suspicious of you unlike my case im pretty sure i'll be the first to do it that way in my region lol
 
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If you're in the US it will be more difficult but if you're somewhere in Asia it's easy
 
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