Bought ketamine to stop feeling suicidal- has this helped you?

[Birthinjune]

I bought some street ketamine as a desperate attempt to stop feeling suicidal. I wanted to take it through a counseling program but they seem to be incredibly cost prohibitive (~$600 a session X6 or so sessions) and not covered by insurance.

Has anyone had success with microdosing K for depression/suicidal ideations/ptsd?

 

[Sunset Limited]

I have read that it is very effective especially in post traumatic depression. Fifty percent of those with a history of trauma had miraculous results. $ 600 x 6 is a rip-off for me for a therapy like this. It is also very effective in suicidal depression.

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

I can't speak to ketamine, but another drug that's only just getting any real consideration for depression is psilocybin, and I can honestly say that helped so much more than any medication I ever took.

Because of that I totally see the appeal of microdosing K. I know it's not the same after-effect, but a few of the shroom trips I've had clicked things in to place in my brain quicker and easier than any psych session I've had. I guess if it's street stuff maybe buy a test kit if you're genuinely going for a self-help style of microdosing.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Momentarily, due to k holing. Damn, when there was better quality ket on the DNM, I'd binge on it so hard weekly then daily for a while.

Me personally, I'd get a 'next day clarity' feeling which stood out in terms of depression/anxiety/mental health.

Stuff I've tried somewhat recently from DNM's, whilst hole'ing everything feels dark and cold. It's probably research chems, 2fdck or whatever that's been sold some places here in the uk.

Make sure your testing stuff, especially if your gonna be self medicating if...Reagent test or whatever

 

[suicideseeker]

Let me know if it worked out well for you

 

[RedHarlequin]

It didn't really help we with my depression. I myself didn't feel any change but people around me said I was more chatty and open. In addition to that I had pseudo hallucinations (hearing sirens) it's been two months now since I stopped ketamine and they haven't come back.

 

[Donk]

So far I've had 2 Ketamaine Infusion. I didn't feel any difference after the first session however I felt slightly better after the second one. Good luck!

It didn't really help we with my depression. I myself didn't feel any change but people around me said I was more chatty and open. In addition to that I had pseudo hallucinations (hearing sirens) it's been two months now since I stopped ketamine and they haven't come back.

I too heard buzzing noises since I started treatment.