thefarter
i don’t smoke
- Dec 10, 2025
- 145
hey
i feel stupid. i just overthink a lot.
and everything i do is just . ridiculed. i feel like i can't exist. literally every single thng i do , somebody has some crap to say about it.
i wonder if people understand the idea of keeping their mouths shut bc genuinely i think that skill is slowly dying out and these people need to bring it back and practice it
omgg i am not even allowed to have a crush wtfffffff
leave me alone!!!!!!!!
anyway i feel sick i just want my sodium nitrite to arrive. last ttracking update said its with customs (UK) so am lowkey terrified :3
if it arrives in the next few days am prolly just gonna drink it and
.. i rly don't wanna wait 2 months lol with every day that passes all this S WORD is just getting WORSE
please let me die this time
i feel stupid. i just overthink a lot.
and everything i do is just . ridiculed. i feel like i can't exist. literally every single thng i do , somebody has some crap to say about it.
i wonder if people understand the idea of keeping their mouths shut bc genuinely i think that skill is slowly dying out and these people need to bring it back and practice it
omgg i am not even allowed to have a crush wtfffffff
leave me alone!!!!!!!! anyway i feel sick i just want my sodium nitrite to arrive. last ttracking update said its with customs (UK) so am lowkey terrified :3
if it arrives in the next few days am prolly just gonna drink it and
.. i rly don't wanna wait 2 months lol with every day that passes all this S WORD is just getting WORSE please let me die this time
