This month, two of my closest friends killed themselves. And I can't deal with that right now. I miss them. And not even in a pro-lifer way, just, holy fuck, do I miss them, man. It's so weird, because I didn't even know them in real life. They were just online friends of mine. And yet I still feel so awful about the whole ordeal. I really wish I could get my head out of my ass and just join them. I've wanted to kill myself since I was, like, 8. Problem is, I don't have half the courage they did. And I feel so selfish for wanting to kill myself right now. I don't know. Whatever. This is so dumb.
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Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
- 1,758
Hey sorry for your loss, but i would say don't be in a hurry, if you have the idea, the time will come.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,735
It's really understandable wishing to be free, I certainly envy those who manage to cease existing on their own terms, I find it so dreadful how it isn't more straightforward to die. But anyway best wishes.
puella
she/they
- Oct 5, 2023
- 320
I'm so sorry for your losses. I know how much it hurts to have a close friend pass by suicide, but I can't imagine feeling that twice in the same week. I would really like it if you PMed me, if you think there's anything I could do to comfort you. 
Enlighten
I am here for you
- Sep 29, 2023
- 309
I'm really sorry to hear that. Online friends can be just as good as real ones in some occasions. I'd love to talk with you if you like <3
