Venting binging

[uhuhyeahyeah]

sorry just want to get my frustration out, people keep nagging me about dumb pointless shit that doesn't matter... one of those people coming in to see me binging and tell me i'll get fat. WOULD YOU RATHER I GET FAT OR I SLIT MY WRISTS DAMN!!! i purge afterwards either way so mind your fucking business. like they KNOW i struggle with mental health shit and yet theyre uselessly unaware and keep fucking nagging me and being assholes until i self harm when its time to throw a pity party for them bc boohoo they didnt know. fucking annoying. let me cope okay. i know not healthy but healthier than what i was doing before. i wish i could move out and finally be able to cut and get all the equipment i want

 

[golta]

People just don't mind themselves , I agree with that. They only "help" you with things that can trigger them , they don't care of real suffering and still view themselves as heros

 

[2messdup]

sorry just want to get my frustration out, people keep nagging me about dumb pointless shit that doesn't matter... one of those people coming in to see me binging and tell me i'll get fat. WOULD YOU RATHER I GET FAT OR I SLIT MY WRISTS DAMN!!! i purge afterwards either way so mind your fucking business. like they KNOW i struggle with mental health shit and yet theyre uselessly unaware and keep fucking nagging me and being assholes until i self harm when its time to throw a pity party for them bc boohoo they didnt know. fucking annoying. let me cope okay. i know not healthy but healthier than what i was doing before. i wish i could move out and finally be able to cut and get all the equipment i want

When I told my ex (abusive ex) that it was binge food or get drunk he said I was blackmailing him!!! Like wtaf!

 

[eatantz]

I cant wait to move to uni so i can cut again!! i also binge when i cant cut, my mother just makes me feel guilty about it.

 

[2messdup]

I cant wait to move to uni so i can cut again!! i also binge when i cant cut, my mother just makes me feel guilty about it.

why do we live amongst such judgemental people who have no compassion or understanding. it makes it all the harder that I can't get SN. This is unbearable.

sorry just want to get my frustration out, people keep nagging me about dumb pointless shit that doesn't matter... one of those people coming in to see me binging and tell me i'll get fat. WOULD YOU RATHER I GET FAT OR I SLIT MY WRISTS DAMN!!! i purge afterwards either way so mind your fucking business. like they KNOW i struggle with mental health shit and yet theyre uselessly unaware and keep fucking nagging me and being assholes until i self harm when its time to throw a pity party for them bc boohoo they didnt know. fucking annoying. let me cope okay. i know not healthy but healthier than what i was doing before. i wish i could move out and finally be able to cut and get all the equipment i want

I hear you x