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What do you think is the best way to go


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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
183
What is the best option?
 
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Lov3

Lov3

Amor(Autistic)
Dec 24, 2025
382
I believe that N, without a doubt, is very fast... then I believe that SN too
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
183
what's night night?
I believe that N, without a doubt, is very fast... then I believe that SN too, even though it takes a long time
N is imposible to get I have tried... just found some scamer abd even they blocked me 😀🙄
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,982
Whichever way you can access and feel comfortable doing.
 
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Lov3

Lov3

Amor(Autistic)
Dec 24, 2025
382

N is imposible to get I have tried... just found some scamer abd even they blocked me 😀🙄
I'm trying to remember where my partner bought N. I know I could try buying it from a veterinary store, but I'd have to be really careful about how to ask. But wherever they bought it from made things easier — I'll probably have to travel just like they did. Honestly, I'm following their lead more than sticking to my own approach.

I don't trust online sales or supposed users who claim to have this. Just because someone is considering CTB, it doesn't mean they should take risks like that.
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
183
I'm trying to remember where my partner bought N. I know I could try buying it from a veterinary store, but I'd have to be really careful about how to ask. But wherever they bought it from made things easier — I'll probably have to travel just like they did. Honestly, I'm following their lead more than sticking to my own approach.

I don't trust online sales or supposed users who claim to have this. Just because someone is considering CTB, it doesn't mean they should take risks like that.
I was also thinking about going to other country to get sn but i do not know the language and I am not sure if that would work... so i prefer SN... hopefully i will success not like last time
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,104
For me my preferred way to permanently cease existing would be Nembutal and I always suffer so unbearably from how it is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to cease existing peacefully and the fact that suicide is made into a crime in this horrific world is just so evil to me, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more harm and suffering, there's so much terrible cruelty in how humans do all they can to force others to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence.
 
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StoneCellaiver

Member
Mar 14, 2025
59
I'd prefer guns but they're hard to acquire outside America Longgunlaws 1767534137824
 
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