best way to process death completely?

[gizzreid]

my day nears and i find myself slowly accepting death. but i don't think i've fully processed that i'm gonna be gone gone. i've accepted i am going to die and that is okay, but processing what that means for me has been difficult. i keep thinking about how all my loved ones will react and i find myself having to actively remind myself i won't be around to see it. i will not be around to see anything. it's just honestly a crazy concept. is there a book or piece of media that helped your subconscious process what death really is? i guess it's cause we don't really know what happens after and my mind tries to fill in the blanks.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Personally im using Nitrogen on my way out, i suffer from a constant existential crisis so the thought of dying is always there.

To me it's easier to imagine with some methods that you go to sleep first, then die shortly after.

That's why I'm choosing nitrogen, few puffs to sleep then die, much easier to process for me.

When i held a shotgun to my face i had a brain shock and couldn't do it knowing how instant and messy it would be, I'd prefer to be me and sleep it away

 

[FuneralCry]

We cannot comprehend what it's like to not exist as after all this existence is all that we know. But to me the thought of not existing forever is so beautiful and ideal, as in nothingness everything is forgotten about as we won't even exist at that point. To die solves all problems and removes all suffering, existence is just an useless and unnecessary harm and to me non existence is the perfect state to be in, as it's finally freedom from this burden that was so cruelly forced onto us.