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Zekirah

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Sep 9, 2018
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Method is partial suspension, but the survival instinct is just too much. I would rather just shoot myself in the head and be over it. But unfortunately i don't own a gun. So what are some suggestions? Im considering getting wasted since i bought 4 12% tall cans and i NEVER drink. Will that be enough to overcome it?
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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Wtf that should be plenty. Drink 2 and see how you feel then if you need more go from there.
 
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your pathologist

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Sep 5, 2018
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I would rather just shoot myself in the head and be over it.
I have a gun. Holding the thing and trying to look down the barrel, is very intimidating. Getting your finger close to the trigger takes some guts...

Anyway, hopefully alcohol works for you.
 
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Aug 31, 2018
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I have a gun. Holding the thing and trying to look down the barrel, is very intimidating. Getting your finger close to the trigger takes some guts...

Anyway, hopefully alcohol works for you.

Is it loaded?

I really like pointing my gun (unloaded) in my mouth and pulling the trigger... hopefully it will be easy to do when it's loaded.
 
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musicismylife

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how to overcome survival instincts while trying co charcoal method, good question
 
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Lra888

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Sep 30, 2018
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Method is partial suspension, but the survival instinct is just too much. I would rather just shoot myself in the head and be over it. But unfortunately i don't own a gun. So what are some suggestions? Im considering getting wasted since i bought 4 12% tall cans and i NEVER drink. Will that be enough to overcome it?
The alcohol will definitely help. Better to be dazed and less inhibited so you don't overthink things and just go for it. Also benzos or opiates.
 
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Is it loaded?

I really like pointing my gun (unloaded) in my mouth and pulling the trigger... hopefully it will be easy to do when it's loaded.

It belongs to someone i live with. I think they keep it loaded. Im afraid to mess with it and not know how to reload it if it is.
 
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