Being lonely so suddenly is hard to cope with

[Torbasco]

I've lost the love of my life after taking a lot of pain and abuse, and after my mental breakdown I've lost pretty much all of my friends. I'm so heartbroken and lonely and don't know how to cope with suddenly being so crushingly alone.

I'll probably CTB in a month, off a nice nearby bridge I have in mind. But until then it's just so hard to exist. I can't pay attention to the games and shows I used to enjoy, I just want some peace of mind after my horrible breakdown.

 

[rikamonie]

i understand how you're feeling ): same thing happen for me and i dont know what to do with myself, i cant do anything either
sending hugs

 

[Lostkitten1]

Yes, same boat as you. Save me a space on that bridge! *hugs*

 

[Bct]

I understand your loneliness. Must be really hard for you because it was a sudden occurrence.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

I know what this is like, where you don't enjoy anything anymore and so you just sit there in bed not really existing or having a purpose. Being lonely makes things worst and it totally sucks, it makes me feel like that if I CTB then it won't have any effect on anyone. I'm sorry what you are going through and I know how hard grieving is, someone close to me died also and it's coming up to a year but it hurts everyday. Loneliness is a killer itself.