Being abducted

[Pryras]

Sometimes I think about just walking about at night and hoping someone could target me. As gruesome as it could be, I would have zero control of the situation and I'd end up dead for sure eventually.

I don't want to leave the stigma of suicide on my family. I think it's much easier to get over a death that happened out of your control than something self inflicted like suicide.

 

[Crematoryy]

I don't care what they think when I'm dead. I want to leave this world behind and everything in it.

From your description, I assume that this is just a way of not self-directing blame for the supposed immorality or dishonor of killing oneself. (Which makes a little sense)

 

[Pryras]

I don't care what they think when I'm dead. I want to leave this world behind and everything in it.

From your description, I assume that this is just a way of not self-directing blame for the supposed immorality or dishonor of killing oneself. (Which makes a little sense)

yeah I really don't want to leave the stigma behind of suicide. I could care less when I'm dead but when I'm alive it prevents me from carrying through with my plans