Venting Being a fucking insane trans woman in 2025

[yxmux]

trans-related shit genuinely gives me ptsd tbh. i've pretty much committed psychological suicide and completely disconnected myself from it.

 

[paphiopedilum]

Transitioning feels like a catch-22.

Don't transition and your life is fake, existing is body horror, there's no point being alive, might as well CTB.

Or you can transition so you can at least have a reason to be alive, but then your life gets worse in a million ways because being trans fucking sucks, soooooo might as well CTB.

 

[BPDtgirl]

Have you looked into self compassion?

hey. thank you. i read your message and i can tell you have a good heart. as the others mentioned above, it's not really something that applies.

I don't hate myself, I'm actually proud of myself for the simple fact I'm still here. it shows I'm at least some level of strong.

Unfortunately, self-compassion doesn't give you civil rights.

hit the nail on the head with that one lol

yeah, its a fucking nightmare out here. I really do wish just wanting to live life how everyone else does wasn't a high ass bar, but alas here we are.

it might get easier, it might not