helIboy

helIboy

everything hurts
Jan 10, 2020
29
Tonight I'm starting my regimen, will be going with SN. Just wanted to say, I wish everyone on this site the absolute best. Whatever you decide to do, whether its stay, or join me. I was never the best with words, but I'm honestly so ready to escape this all.

Thank you to the wonderful moderators who keep this place going daily, this place is my safe haven. Everyone I've met has been nothing but kind.

Heres my Regimen if anyones interested, or has any pointers ;
9pm -10mg meto
5am -10mg meto
1pm -10mg meto
9pm -10mg meto
5am -10mg meto, start fasting
12pm -600 mg ibuprofen
12:15pm -3 x 10 mg meto
12:30pm -drink double of recommended on the label of antacid(Tagamet)

1pm - 20 grams of SN in 50 ML of water

The times are weird, I know, I'm pretty nocturnal.
I'll be updating the thread when I drink the SN, which will be Friday afternoon.
 
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BooGirl

BooGirl

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Jan 10, 2020
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Good luck! I wish you all the best!
 
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Verklempt

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Dec 30, 2019
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I wish you the best of luck. I hope nothing interfere your plan. I hate to see you go but, I know this is what you want and I'll always support you. Thank you for being an amazing friend, I'll miss you very much. Safe travels my love. ❤️ -gives big warm hug-
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
It looks like you finally got your meto. I remember we had a PM together. You told me you had trouble with your package not updating with its tracker info, and we bought it from the same seller. I'm still waiting on mine. I hope the journey is peaceful for you.
 
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helIboy

helIboy

everything hurts
Jan 10, 2020
29
It looks like you finally got your meto. I remember we had a PM together. You told me you had trouble with your package not updating with its tracker info, and we bought it from the same seller. I'm still waiting on mine. I hope the journey is peaceful for you.
Got it earlier today! hope yours arrives soon, and thank you. Yours too when that time comes. :heart:
 
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Dec 9, 2019
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Peaceful journey when the time comes , take care. :hug:
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Good luck, I hope you don't run into any complications and find peace at the end of your sleep.
 
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Lancellottix

Mind stopped working
Sep 12, 2019
29
Good luck my friend, wish u a safe travel and that you get the peace u desire ♥️
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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May your journey bring you peace.
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I wish you peace.
 
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Jan 15, 2020
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Fair winds and a peaceful rest.
 
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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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I hope you have a peaceful journey.

Surrounding you in strength ❤
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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If you decide to proceed, then wishing you a safe journey ahead :heart:
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
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Sending lots of love❤️❤️❤️❤️
peace/hugs!
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
Sending love and the best of luck for a calm and peaceful journey :heart:
I'm quite nocturnal as well :p safe travels <3
 
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Oct 6, 2019
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Good luck and I hope you find peace. We are here if you need us. :heart:
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Wishing you the best … I truly hope you find peace. :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart:
 
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gentleflower

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Jun 6, 2019
105
Wishing you peaceful travels and lots of love on your journey :heart:
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
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May you find peace! Hugs.
 
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MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
178
Peaceful transitions to you.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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I'm sorry that it has come to this. I hope your journey is a smooth one and that you find the peace you deserve.
 
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BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Good luck. Go as peacefully and swiftly as possible. Sending love to you ♥️
 
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xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
I'm not quite sure what time it is for you, but hope you're doing okay. Remember you haven't done anything crucial yet and it's okay to back out! But we're all here for you and hope you're hanging in there while you have to :heart:
 
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Aug 10, 2019
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Peace and love to you whatever you decide. ❤❤❤
We are here for you.
 
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Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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Depending on the time in the area, I hope you either find, or have found, peace.
 
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aloneintheworld

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Dec 12, 2019
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I hope you find peace and you leave with no pain. You are strong
 
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Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
995
Sending u love and peace Honey..So sorry..Here if u need to talk. U ARE LOVED:heart:
 
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I'm so sorry it has come to this for you :heart:
 
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WhiskeyLulabuy

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Jan 23, 2020
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Good luck hope it goes how you planed
 
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bluesky1972-2019

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I hope you find the peace you are seeking. You are brave. I hope I can be brave enough when the time comes
 
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