Back in time or suicide?

  • Back in time

    Votes: 24 47.1%
  • Suicide

    Votes: 27 52.9%

  • Total voters
    51
Nobodysfault

Nobodysfault

"If my soul be lost, its nobodys fault but mine"
Mar 21, 2019
119
If you had a choice would you rather go back in time to whenever you want and do things different or choose suicide anyway?
Feel free to to tell why you chose your answer and write about what age you'd go back to and what you would do different.

Me: i'd choose to go back in time, as far as i can get, 17 sounds sweet to me. I would go after the dreams i had back then and set the right and normal path for my life.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
I would say suicide. I feel that as long as I am alive. I can't escape the suffering that life has for me.
I thought about how if I have changed the past and live a better life, maybe I won't have feared that someday when I get older illness or dementia, it will force me to commit suicide. But that seems impossible to me because being able to change the past means I have some memory of the future which means there is no way I can change my thoughts of life.
 
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Begemont

Begemont

Member
Mar 18, 2019
52
There is nothing to fix for me so going back would change nothing. I might do some things differently, yet I would still end up here. So suicide, hands down.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

Specialist
Mar 19, 2019
304
Back in time with what I knew now. I'd be my own best older brother.
 
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RodgerThat

RodgerThat

It's over and out.
Apr 23, 2019
84
Back in time all the way back to prehistoric times. I wouldn't be born for another 65 million years so I can finally get a good fucking night's sleep.
 
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About_to_Go

About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
Back in time. I'd avoid my injury that turned into a chronic problem that hurts constantly- this is the main source of my suicidality. Plus I'd be able to do things like invest in bitcoin, make better decisions, etc.
 
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Davy

Davy

Have a great day!
Mar 24, 2019
144
I'm tired and lazy, just let me go to sleep. I don't have any ambitions or aspirations and do not find joy in life.
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I'd have to go back to before my parents met, and that might not help anyway. So I'll go back to when I could see a Quetzacoatlus launch itself into flight. Suicide by pterosaur 8]
 
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I'd like to go back in time, but if I have to relive this miserable fucking life again, I'll just take suicide.
 
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favourite

favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
I'd kill 1000 people to get back to 2008.
 
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MAC10

MAC10

Member
Dec 14, 2018
22
Suicide, definitely. I was depressed as a kid, and as bad as I am right now, i'd rather be me right now than a kid. Most depressed people speak about their 'happy childhood', I hated my childhood, I had a decent upbringing but I was so severely depressed as a child that nothing felt quite right. I came from a working class background, so not typically privileged, but we had enough money to get by. My parents tried their best but my depression was just too prominent to enjoy childhood.
 
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Jolene40

Specialist
Oct 6, 2018
370
Back in time to when i was happy and healthy. Id want to take my little one with me though.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,381
I would just rather be dead. Even if I could change some things in my past, life would still be shitty.
Perhaps slightly better but not much.;-;
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
suicide .. but if i could , i would go back to kms when i was 13
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,852
I would still choose suicide since if I went back in time and changed a few variables, then many other variables (interdependent of other variables) may make life worse in other ways. Also, in the long term, I'd still suffer from illnesses, diseases, and other negatives in life, which means death is still inevitable. Therefore, cutting it short wouldn't be such a bad idea for me in life.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Back to the moment of my birth. It would freak everyone out if a newly born baby started talking.
Or, more seriously, first day of kindergarten. Not only could I use a break and just play like a kid, but I'd like to redo my social development.
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
658
Suicide. There's been shit wrong with me since birth