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guessilldie

guessilldie

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Jun 17, 2018
38
Im genuently just tired. I can't make friends. I cant function as a normal human being. I have a job for a year now which i like and I'm good at it. But I'm just lonely and always will be. What is the point of working.Aspergers is just too much for me. 27 years of this hell was way too much. Thanks guys you've been the most supporting and understanding group I've ever had.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,052
Existing certainly is so hellish, I have Aspergers as well and the way that I see it those with autism aren't meant to exist in this dreadful world filled with endless suffering, at least I could never wish to exist here no matter what.
 
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ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
Bollocks of all Bollocks. It's hard to be born with aspergers and then you are pounced to have to work hard to be normal, just to be normal, something that is effortless to 90% of the people. But this is the requisite if you are born with this shit stuff while must live and work and be burden like a slave for that
 
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ggetout33

ggetout33

Just stuck here.
Mar 3, 2023
198
Im genuently just tired. I can't make friends. I cant function as a normal human being. I have a job for a year now which i like and I'm good at it. But I'm just lonely and always will be. What is the point of working.Aspergers is just too much for me. 27 years of this hell was way too much. Thanks guys you've been the most supporting and understanding group I've ever had.

I'm the same way, I feel very repulsive to most NT's and I wish I didn't. Working and playing video games was fun for a bit but I'm even losing interest in that. I know for sure I'll die a virgin unless a girl practically grabs me by the belt and takes me horse to water. But us guys are the ones meant to do all the approaching, working, dominating. In women's eyes, a man that doesn't lead is no man at all.

Every day I think about CTB'ing at least once because why bother if my only purpose in life is to wageslave without all the social benefits attractive NT's get?
 
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cami

cami

the lonely
May 27, 2023
186
i understand completely. autism sucks.
 
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Deathisbetter

Student
Jun 3, 2023
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Im genuently just tired. I can't make friends. I cant function as a normal human being. I have a job for a year now which i like and I'm good at it. But I'm just lonely and always will be. What is the point of working.Aspergers is just too much for me. 27 years of this hell was way too much. Thanks guys you've been the most supporting and understanding group I've ever had.
Same here no one gets it and people get frustrated at me for how my brain works which is autism but they don't get it :(
 
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