Method Attempting in a few hours

[pomcustard]

This is the procedure I'm following but instead of Metoclopramide, I will be using Domperidone. For the SN, I will be dissolving 35g in water. Hopefully, that will be enough. I probably won't be giving any live updates during the process but I don't mind answering questions till then. Wish me luck.

 

[ItsyBitsyWeetard]

I wish u the best of luck ive been going through such a hard time and this post is comforting in some way i dont know why regardless of what happens i hope u find peace

 

[huntermellow]

good luck i wish you the best <3

 

[dreamcatcher90]

Good luck. I am very sorry that life turned out this way for you. sending lots of love your way and wish you all the best. you deserve peace.

I will be joining you soon.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!

 

[banger12]

Best wishes. I hope you get the peace you need out of this and I'm sorry you didn't have the better life you deserved.

 

[LifeQuitter]

 

[dolemitedrums]

If this is it then I hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hopefully, that will be enough. I won't be giving any live updates during the process but I don't mind answering questions till then. Hopefully, this will be my last post. Wish me luck.

Hello @pomcustard,
Here, I see great courage you've mustered.
I'm sorry for your pain since childhood[1] -
It's a torture - not just a low mood[2].

Your desire for peace has been so strong[3].
You've endured suffering for so long[4].
So I hope you attain great relief -
And your discomfort will be brief.

From this torment, may you be freed.
At this moment, may your pain recede,
And attain peace you really need -
@pomcustard, Godspeed.

Notes:
[1] "Been depressed since I was a kid and attempted when I was 18."

what drove you to considering ctb

feel free to talk and vent about it down below.

sanctioned-suicide.net

[2] I was depressed when I was 8 (not diagnosed) and it was pure torture.
[3] Preparing for the act, especially when you're depressed, is no mean feat.
[4] "I have to postpone my ctb by a week because my uncle's 40 days is coming up..."

I have to postpone

I have to postpone my ctb by a week because my uncle's 40 days is coming up (in my country, it's a tradition to gather 9 days after and 40 days after someone's death to pray for them) and I don't want to get in the way of that gathering. I want my mom to at least be able to pray for her brother...

sanctioned-suicide.net

And while it's entirely your choice, we'll welcome you when you come back here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you all the best, I hope you find what you search for.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Nephy]

I wish you good luck and a peaceful ending

 

[eashanm]

Good Luck

 

[Theresnoescape]

I hope you find peace, whatever you decide.

 

[Light_]

Is your SN from SD? did you test it? I have some on order from SD. can't test it though. only using antacids. no other drugs. need help, not just from OP but anyone who can respond about SN from SD. Good luck I hope it works fast and painless. many have gone this way. you are not alone. good luck.

 

[pomcustard]

I've taken all the other medications. Just 15 minutes left till SN. Please let this be peaceful and successful.

 

[Light_]

please let it be peaceful for them. please. many have gone this way. please let us all have it be peaceful. Good luck. you are brave. it's going to be okay.

 

[GuessWhosBack]

It's been nice looking at that custard jiggle. Hope all goes well, whatever you do.

 

[CatLvr]

May your passing be peaceful and pain-free; your soul be lightened and carefree; and you find the solace you seek.

 

[pomcustard]

I did it. No turning back now.

 

[Light_]

I did it. No turning back now.

it's going to be okay <3

 

[samdocheon]

Hope you will find what you want

 

[dreamcatcher90]

How are you feeling?

 

[justwannadip]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[dreamcatcher90]

I did it. No turning back now.

Are you still with us?

 

[Light_]

I hope you are at peace now. I hope you are free.

 

[Ironborn]

We'll see you in the next world traveller, godspeed.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

last seen 50 minutes ago... eh.. probably unconscious. Farewell...Sleep well. May that custard jiggle here forever.

 

[waistcoat]

I did it. No turning back now.

Farewell, I wish you a pleasant crossing to the other side.

 

[Steff1337]

Farewell. I wish you eternal peace.