Attempting again tonight

[andromedakun]

Hopefully tonight would be the last time i attempt. I want to be let go of. I tried to live but it wasn't made for me. I want to free myself from suffering. I hope it works this time. I wanted to be happy, but it seems this is the only way I'll experience it. I can't feel anything anymore but despair and sadness. I wish i wasn't this familiar with these feelings.

I guess if i dont update this thread in 24 hours that means I've ctb'd.

Thank you to everyone in this site that has helped me feel understood, that tried their best to show me that living could be possible. Thank you for the company. Im glad to have found people that know what it's like.

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope your journey is peaceful, I'll join you on the bus soon. God speed

 

[TheDyingSolarSystem]

I hope you have a peaceful journey to the afterlife, and I hope you find peace in yourself.

 

[Made4TV]

I'm sorry your life has brought you to this place. If for some reason you're still around, know that there's no shame in getting off the bus.

 

[strawberrynymph]

Hopefully you can find peace and happiness ❤

 

[90starve]

wishing you peaceful travels <3

 

[andromedakun]

Hopefully tonight would be the last time i attempt. I want to be let go of. I tried to live but it wasn't made for me. I want to free myself from suffering. I hope it works this time. I wanted to be happy, but it seems this is the only way I'll experience it. I can't feel anything anymore but despair and sadness. I wish i wasn't this familiar with these feelings.

I guess if i dont update this thread in 24 hours that means I've ctb'd.

Thank you to everyone in this site that has helped me feel understood, that tried their best to show me that living could be possible. Thank you for the company. Im glad to have found people that know what it's like.

Still have a few hours before i ctb. Every interaction i have with anyone just pushes me further into catching my ride. I wish nobody ever has to feel this feeling.

 

[SVEN]

We do get it. I am so very sorry life is as it is. If you decide to wait, you can be assured of this group understanding and supporting your choice. If you CTB, best wishes for a peaceful journey and sweet sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, to me it's really understandable just wishing to escape from this dreadful existence, best wishes.