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cantdecidenameeven
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- Oct 2, 2024
- 13
I'm an ex-muslim in a Muslim country. Even though I've left religion, religion will never leave me. It's everywhere. I have to abide by its rules and laws or I'll suffer great consequences.
I can't date non muslims as it's unethical for many reasons I won't get into, and atheists, especially women, tend to hide themselves in fear of great punishment.
And even if I did find someone, what's there to do? We'd have to do everything in secret. Can't hold hands in public, can't kiss, can't do shit without being judged or assaulted.
What do I do now? Kill myself? Jesus christ that's too much work. Plus, my family doesn't deserve that.
Flee the country? With what money? I live in a shitty 3rd world country, I need to exert x100 the effort as someone in the states to make half their salary. I'm dying of thirst and can't get myself a cup of water, so how am I gonna do that?
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. The game was rigged from the start, from the second I was born into this shithole.
I can't date non muslims as it's unethical for many reasons I won't get into, and atheists, especially women, tend to hide themselves in fear of great punishment.
And even if I did find someone, what's there to do? We'd have to do everything in secret. Can't hold hands in public, can't kiss, can't do shit without being judged or assaulted.
What do I do now? Kill myself? Jesus christ that's too much work. Plus, my family doesn't deserve that.
Flee the country? With what money? I live in a shitty 3rd world country, I need to exert x100 the effort as someone in the states to make half their salary. I'm dying of thirst and can't get myself a cup of water, so how am I gonna do that?
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. The game was rigged from the start, from the second I was born into this shithole.