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cordolium
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- Apr 16, 2022
- 16
i dont expect many to read this but anyways
all i want to do is die. i have severe chronic pain and it'll only get worse as i grow up. i feel like im crazy. everytime someone loves me they get depressed because i have trouble managing my emotions. i have bad outbursts and dont mean anything i say i just get so angry. i ruin people. ive ruined the two people who have actually loved me and that i loved. im tired of hurting people and hurting myself and feel like my only way out is ending it. i dont want to end it. but nothing helps. no one helps. i dont belong here and i never have. i dont know what to do anymore. i just want it to stop.
all i want to do is die. i have severe chronic pain and it'll only get worse as i grow up. i feel like im crazy. everytime someone loves me they get depressed because i have trouble managing my emotions. i have bad outbursts and dont mean anything i say i just get so angry. i ruin people. ive ruined the two people who have actually loved me and that i loved. im tired of hurting people and hurting myself and feel like my only way out is ending it. i dont want to end it. but nothing helps. no one helps. i dont belong here and i never have. i dont know what to do anymore. i just want it to stop.