hello people,
I am new to this site. many years back, was it google forums? i was on a suicide forum there. but glad to have found another space. i am desperately unhappy, and i am constantly worried and scared about the future, and this is not an easy way to live. the few people i do have in my life dont understand it, and im sure they think im overreacting or unable to get over how i feel. so again, glad to be around people who truly understand what its like to feel this way. ive suffered from depression since i was 13, im now 44 (was my birthday yesterday, actually), and ive just had enough of living like this. i dont see my siuation improving, im alone, quite literally, and like i say, im scared. its not cool to feel alone and scared all day, every day. i am not strong enough to be alive anymore.
I am new to this site. many years back, was it google forums? i was on a suicide forum there. but glad to have found another space. i am desperately unhappy, and i am constantly worried and scared about the future, and this is not an easy way to live. the few people i do have in my life dont understand it, and im sure they think im overreacting or unable to get over how i feel. so again, glad to be around people who truly understand what its like to feel this way. ive suffered from depression since i was 13, im now 44 (was my birthday yesterday, actually), and ive just had enough of living like this. i dont see my siuation improving, im alone, quite literally, and like i say, im scared. its not cool to feel alone and scared all day, every day. i am not strong enough to be alive anymore.
