As ctb seems realistic I feel more and more at peace

[tiredofbreathing]

Funny how just over a year ago I was terrified of ctb thinking of darkness for all eternity. Now I feel peace and calm thinking about it. I can't wait. I'm kinda fucked up. I just want to feel peace for the first time in so long

 

[Vizzy]

Funny how just over a year ago I was terrified of ctb thinking of darkness for all eternity. Now I feel peace and calm thinking about it. I can't wait. I'm kinda fucked up. I just want to feel peace for the first time in so long

Hope you find your peace and everything go as you planned

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

I'm glad you're able to feel more peaceful. Do you have your date set?

 

[DeathSleep]

I also feel better when thinking about the end. It helps my anxiety.

 

[FuneralCry]

The thought of being gone certainly is the only comfort in this harmful and repulsive world, to me true peace could only ever lie in the absence of everything where this existence is finally forgotten about. I hope you find peace from all the suffering, I understand why you would look forward to finally being free from everything.

 

[outrider567]

Funny how just over a year ago I was terrified of ctb thinking of darkness for all eternity. Now I feel peace and calm thinking about it. I can't wait. I'm kinda fucked up. I just want to feel peace for the first time in so long

Yes, I feel the same way, feel at peace knowing that my Nitrogen tank is in the next room

 

[Jezzibell]

I get this completely

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm with you!